Who knows if it's gonna happen! I'm weirded out about the idea of it. I just don't know. I'm not sure. I've been thinking about it ... It was just something I had to write down cuz it's so weird. I had to tell somebody! 
include:
if you even hesitate it's not gonna turn out well at all.
merritt:
I don't think anybody's telling you you're wrong, just that we all care about you, don't want you to get hurt, and want you to be careful. 