Monday May 26, 2003

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Part of staving off the anxiety and depression is exercise, and I forced myself to the gym tonight. It was a good idea. I feel great biggrin
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Listening to: Emitt Rhodes MP3s, downloaded from this web site.
rickroyal:
There's something rejuvinating about exercise sometimes. Other times it seems akin to drudgery. Can't explain what makes the difference, though.
emily:
smile

Sunday May 25, 2003

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I hope the weekend is going well for everyone...I spent much of the day staring at a computer screen doing digital audio editing. As heavy as the lure to SG is, I'm going to have to tear myself away before my eyeballs revolt and overthrow my brain.
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Does anyone know where to get one of those fleece-lined Levi's jackets? Do they even make them...
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timmy:
vegas
8 am
out all night
gotta love and hate this town

you just provided me with much Ali G humor, big up yourself

Saturday May 24, 2003

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"Dead Man" is on TV right now...WTF?! A western with Iggy in a dress? I should watch it from the beginning....
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The end of another week...got a lot of editing work ahead of me at the radio station tomorrow, working on the special I'm doing next Friday. Fun, but time-consuming...station is here...my air name is Zero Gravity biggrin
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Oh, well...I'm out. 'Til tomorrow....
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itsalivemedia:
Your Eddie Deezen knowledge is fucking scary.

Did you know he's a Scientologist and does not know how to drive?

How's that?
itsalivemedia:
A friend of mine is a voice over agent and uses him often. Evidently he really IS that guy. As you said. Moreover, the reason he doesn't get more work (and is evidently VERY sought after) is because he cannot drive and has to ask people for rides. Is that not perfect?

Thursday May 22, 2003

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Gotta keep this one short tonight...I have to get some shuteye. blackeyed

Everything's kind of blah right now. Not even sure if I'm looking forward to the weekend, but this'll pass.

I had VH-1 Classic on in the back ground as I cruised SG. You can ask yourself the imponderable questions...what is the sound of one hand clapping...if a tree falls in the woods, etc....but here's...
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user8935778:
my back hurts. i think its time to have it removed. last night i went to this bar you would love
the bamboo room in lake worth


The Bamboo Room


the decor is to die for.
ebin:
They had two drummers to offset their ugliness..

Wednesday May 21, 2003

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Feeling a bit better today, I guess...anxiety seems to be on the wane. Was able to teach class tonight in a non-catatonic state. Seeing the therapist tomorrow afternoon.

Tired...gotta get to bed. But I thought I would upload something nice to look at in the profile pic, at least. biggrin

Love to all the SGs and to those in the friends box.
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fractal:
hahaha
I liked your post in my journal...Its been awhile since thats happened though
ebin:
Anxiety bad, Tuesday Weld ...gooooood.

How's the Jose doin'?

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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Had a long talk with my boss today...looks like I am going to get laid off, but they're more than willing to work with me on how I go. It probably won't be until the end of June. Letters of recommendation, unemployment benefits, possibly some severance pay...plus, they are willing to pay for some outplacement services for me. Not bad for a small non-profit that...
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hel:
i had to have another tooth pulled thats all...

:hel:
nixon:
It seems like everyone I know is getting laid off in the next couple of months. So much for the theory that war is good for the econmy.

Monday May 19, 2003

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So...I've still got my job. I may not be able to say that by the end of this week, but what seems to be happening is what I have been hoping for; I think I may have turned the corner emotionally to where it just doesn't matter to me. It's just a job...I'm a smart guy with skills, and I can always get another. I...
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photo_obscura:
Glad the job is still intact, if only for now... Hopefully things'll work out for you- you know you're ina bad way when you don't even wanna listen to music frown

Sunday May 18, 2003

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Thanks to everyone who took time to read my journal yesterday, and to add comments. I think I'm feeling marginally better tonight. Panic and anxiety are no fun. I haven't eaten all day. And I haven't had the urge to listen to music, so you know I'm REALLY not myself. But I had a long talk with my sister in New Jersey and, later, my...
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thursday:
frown
((hug))

Sunday May 18, 2003

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I guess the site failure yesterday aced all of our profile pictures...I'm going to put the Van Gogh back up again. I need something to calm me. Read on.
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I am very down, frightened and depressed right now. I went into work today to do some computer maintenance (part of my job), and I happened upon some indications that I am to be fired...
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radiost8:
The approach to life that I've settled upon has been refusing to work any job that a) I have to take home with me, or b) stresses me out.

I work on private contract, providing homecare for an eccentric 59-year-old man who's paralized from the neck down. I may not make all that much but I can be myself (attitude and devience is encouraged) and can book time off work whenever I want.

Anyhow, whatever the outcome, hopefully it will be for the better.
thursday:
wow, that really sucks, but at least you had some sort of a heads up right? right?
yeah, i knew that wouldn't make you feel any better.
just remember, when a door shuts, a window opens.

Saturday May 17, 2003

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Oh praise buddha, the end of another week....
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Just got back from jamming with some friends...great stuff. Boy, I love making a loud noise with guitars & stuff. Here's some of the tunes we bashed our savage way through:

Talk of the Town - Pretenders
Here Comes My Baby - Cat Stevens, for souljacker biggrin
Lip Service - Elvis Costello
Sky Pilot - Animals
Time...
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