drewbus

hey....

I need an escape from where I live, there just seems to be no one that i can connect to or even get the same general vibe from, if that makes any sense. yes I am somewhat drunk so if this becomes unreadable I am incredibly sorry. I just generally hate everyone that surrounds my life, I know that my closest friends will stand up for me, but no one ever truly understands me, then again I never will be understand anyone period. The joys of being someone with aspergers. No I haven't actually had a diagnosis from a trained professional and no doubt they will say that I don't have it but i know that deep down I am 100% an asperger's person.

I read that back to myself and it really doesn't make a lot of sense so for that I am incredibly sorry I really think that the only decent people in this world exist on this lovely website, I am yet to meet someone on here that is a horrible person, and for that I instantly love everyone on this website... minus the general creepy people

Stupid Alcohol and Stupid Anti-depressants plus the slightest event giving me a downward spiral of hatred at myself

once again sorry if this clearly makes no sense...

hope everyone else is doing super