dredredrizzle

I hate my antidepressants. I feel dull, my creativity goes away. My personality changes. My thinking patterns change. A little part of me dies. Because when you're different. When you wake up at night and sleep in the day. When you can't block out all the Terrible truths of the world. When you can't fit into the normal world like everyone else. You take a pill that kills that different part of you. So you can work an 8 hour day and pay your rent. Because you have 2 choices. Live as your true self and die quickly. Or die slowly but in the same way as everyone else.