dreamer

More promises of forever love and fidelity...ahh what a wicked world we live in.. I will not jump for joy, or cry... I will only nod and say we'll see.. I love I lose I dont even care anymore..to my sweet friends tread carefully but give your heart..completely..tt

labor day.. yep thats what it is..time to clean the house and get all ready for the man to come home, school to start and life to get crazy again.. yeah..but first I wanted to say hi to all the people in my neighborhood and hope they are having a nice day off.. grab some beer, some chicken and go sit in a park somewhere,...
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Good Morning.. Well, I certainly had fun last night..wow, what a change from the usual. I actually went and met Anais and some of her friends and we just hung out and bar hopped and drank like the fishes..first though I met a very cute boy from somewhere else, who just moved here and is ADORABLE>. so if you looking ... I might know where...
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Wow, what an interesting night on the boards..yikes..guess every once in awhile someone has to get cranky about stuff or just say the wrong thing and Boom! shite city.. today I get to go shopping all afternoon..for other people..yeah...I did go out a bit for myself yesterday just so that I wouldnt feel so bad, and bought some cute socks at the "powder room:'..they are...
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yeeehaa.. I was on every active topic at one time..whew.. that was very fun..hope you all arent as bored and desperate as i am to entertain thyself..somebody play with me please!!!!

Dear Diary... its cold today..and gloomy too, Im horny and bored to death. maybe I will take the dogs for a run and get some much needed exercise. Went and had my haircut yesterday, hope my honey doesnt mind..I am a bit obsessive about keeping it short. Just read an article on how to be an admired woman..sounds like the guy who wrote it just...
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Had a nice interview with Missy today..she is very sweet and so tiny! Keeping my fingers xxxsed for a callback but if not now theres always later...good luck to the other girls too... took a friend out to a birthday lunch...spoiled my diet a bit but too bad.. just hanging out now..see you later.

ok, so today I decided to name myself..because I have been using the same stupid online name for years..and its great for email. but not here.. so I hereby change my name to Petra..hope u like..Its a beautiful day here in Pdx.. probably going swimming later, life is hard.

Sixsixty please put that thing away! its scaring me. ;P somepeople just have no sense of...
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So the weatherman says its supposed to be hot today...yeah! and I did get paid yesterday, so at least now I can shop.. bought the new amiee mann cd, its pretty much like the last one. very melancholy and soothing. That woman can get me through anything... I keep waking up really early though and have to be quiet, so here I am. I also...
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Hope to meet Dia today and make some new friends ..gotta work first and then play. Today is my 9 year anniversary of being a kept woman. Happy day to me. Of course theres no party or presents ...I have to wait till next week..but at least Ive made it this far! I am very proud of myself..believe me it takes a lot of work...
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