some stuff I wrote a while ago...
isn't it funny...
when things are finally starting to turn around...
when things are finally starting to look up...
when everything seems like it's going be alright...
when you think the past is finally letting go...
one incident... one comment... one word...
and it can pull you back in...
and drown you in the... deep... shoallow... void...
that you hoped would have never returned...
it makes you feel what you never wanted to feel again...
it confuses you and leaves you feeling helpless...
it makes you feel alone... even when you're surrounded by people...
it drops a thick and dark fog over your eyes...
it prevents you from looking ahead for a second...
just a second... but a second is enough...
enough to stop you in your tracks...
to make you re-think the decisions that once seemed so obvious...
to make you doubt... to put you through hell...
and leave you back where you started...
isn't it... isn't it funny?...
isn't it funny...
when things are finally starting to turn around...
when things are finally starting to look up...
when everything seems like it's going be alright...
when you think the past is finally letting go...
one incident... one comment... one word...
and it can pull you back in...
and drown you in the... deep... shoallow... void...
that you hoped would have never returned...
it makes you feel what you never wanted to feel again...
it confuses you and leaves you feeling helpless...
it makes you feel alone... even when you're surrounded by people...
it drops a thick and dark fog over your eyes...
it prevents you from looking ahead for a second...
just a second... but a second is enough...
enough to stop you in your tracks...
to make you re-think the decisions that once seemed so obvious...
to make you doubt... to put you through hell...
and leave you back where you started...
isn't it... isn't it funny?...