dragonkitty

Yeah, I went hiking with my folks today. I think it made my mom happy. Hard to tell some times. Planted some Germander. Watched family guy with my SO. I'd taken my dirty jeans off and he was tracing the stretch marks on my upper thigh with his finger. I hadn't realized I had any there before that. It's so weird how our bodies change and how our minds don't seem to keep up with it. I mean I though I looked like I did when I was 9 until my sophomore year of college. I remember constantly banging my hips into door frames when I first got them. Thank God for sports bras that can take sizes off your chest! I can't image having to deal with how big they really are (not that they're big, but they do get in the way sometimes). When I exert myself I can feel the scars the doctors left inside me. I just wonder if everything still works.

Sorry to be such a downer, just where my head is righ now.