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hi kiddies and kittens!!! not that you've been tapping your fingertips just waiting for an update from me or anything, but i've been so busy!! and tired otherwise. but my summer is going pretty good right now, other than the rainstorm i am caught in. i am doing some film work right now, making a little money, and i'm getting more and more excited!! moving...
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dinah:
I wish I was doing film work right now. must be patient.
I want to save enough money to go to europe next summer with Mariposa
I have done mushrooms and salvia. Mushrooms are my drug of choice. Salvia is intense.
absinthe. *cringe* if it's anything like the fake stuff, no thanks! gimme some expensive red wine
I met an author last night. It inspired me to write more. haven't written a word today though
I want to spend more time outside.
I want to be healthy.
I want to pick up my quitar again and learn joni mitchell songs and some eliott smith songs.
I wanna perform songs/poems in the local coffee houses

I liked your list. I was nodding with you all the way through. But yes, life is good, and I feel very free. Now to get rid of my vices, and all is well. (but I'm a writer...don't vices come with the territory?)
ARRR!!!
pheydra:
Ok paul, I htough you would appreciate how HOT!!!! Liv looks in this video..^^
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Grattitude: One Thing You Can Still Buy With A Dollar.

I gave a homeless man a dollar today. no surprise there, i do it fairly often. what was a surprise was the sheer ammount of grattitude, real honest-to-god grattitude, this guy gave me back. his face lit up in genuine awe and happiness, his entire demeanor changed for the better. he actually began to glow...
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silencia:
This is a great story. It's such a nice feeling knowing that you've made someone's day (even if you consider what you did to be a small effort). Kudos to you for being awesome smile
hambonesweets:
I'm a cunt. I donate shit. skull
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i just saw a video (on ifilm- viral videos) of david hasselhoff drunk off his hass and being videotaped and called-out as an alcoholic by his daughter, who at least sounds pretty young. he's eating wendy's. it made me want to cry. frown puke frown
alaina:
awwwww......

i would have to shed some tears for that as well...

I hope you have a kick ass weekend
alaina
kayliane:
hehehe, thanks for the nice compliment. nothing in my possession caught on fire, happy to report smile
xoxo kl
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i'm tired. job thing hasn't worked out so far. frown
while it's nice to know that someone thinks i'm too good for a cashier position, and that my creative talents would best be utilized elsewhere, they obviously don't give a fuck if i'm starving and late on my bills. skull
and it was nice to hear that, though i have some things to get past, my professor...
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annisa:
Sorry about your money problems as well
Tell me about your film
hambonesweets:
Ah, buck up camper. Things'll get better.
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oi. how to know what is right? when she's feeling down. still i won't talk to her. she asked me not to. but then she came to my sister's wedding alone. wtf is that? she cried then. she cried today. but i have no words to say because i try so hard to do not as she asks not. maybe she thought she was taunting...
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mariposa:
Haha...donuts make the world go round!

I have more too..but we left them in the car and I really dont feel like running downstairs to get them.

Conan is already sleeping...or else I'd be hitting him up for some loving...

alaina:
aw...thanks your a sweetie....
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dildos.
word of the day.
i'm almost out for the summer, but it still seems too far away.
what i have to do is hardly work, but i don't want to do it anyway.
i'm tired. i'm stressed. i'm angered annoyed aggrivated depressed.
my life lacks spark at the moment.
but i love my girl to death and that keeps me going.
the friends i...
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silencia:
Dildo is an amazing word :p

I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going too well for you at the moment. Things will get better though, you'll see. Glad to hear that you have such a wonderful lady to provide you with the support you need smile

Warm wishes!

poopy:
thank you for your sweet comment... smile
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so, the group interview went well btw.
still waiting to hear about the one on one. frown
did last scene for Steve's Directing I class today. now i can trim or shave or whatever.
but now, i'm going to get veggie dogs from Dog Almighty!!!
after i shower. i stink. puke
love to evbody.
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acergrosseri:
Thank you...I'll try to show my face a bit more often then once my homework levels wane...then maybe I'll concentrate on another set to blow off some steam...
silencia:
Life is fantastic right now biggrin
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wish me luck on my job interview!! hoorah! smile ARRR!!!
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hambonesweets:
dinah:
ah...that cuddle is exactly what I needed. kiss
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lazer tag pretty much fuckin rocks!
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hambonesweets:
It's a lyric from an M.I.A. song.

My normally placid Dad turns into a crazy commando when we do lazer tag. He's real good at stalking those kids.
dinah:
Yeah it does.

So, work in Tehas? me? me?

wink
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i watched some of the videos Cho Seung-Hui sent to nbc today. i also read a couple of his poorly-written, yet alarming, screenplays. in part of the statement included in the package he sent nbc he refers to the two respnsible for the columbine shootings as martyrs.
when my girl got home i wound up discussing it a little, about the warning signs, the mental...
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dinah:
It's funny about this whole "Question Mark Kid". The Columbine shootings started a wave (or rather, continued) a wave of highschool violence. And now, it's carrying over into college life. And you're absolutely right, you and your girl. Humans torment each other for being different. I know I was. Skinny girl, quiet, shy, straight A student, a strange name, glasses, braces, the works. I was a freak, a druggy, a goth, a raver, a rocker, a skater....but I was never popular, and always made fun of. Here's the twist. So many people go through this abuse, but few actually let it build up so much that they end up exploding. I took my anger and used it....whether it was abusing myself, partying too hard, or redirecting later on towards activism and alternative lifestyles, I always had something to do with all my anger.
So, the question is not only how do we get people to stop the tormenting, because that's impossible...but how do you help people deal with those emotions that are brought on by the abuse? surreal
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so. word of the day: scum.
have fun.
ARRR!!!
annisa:
it may be too late
dinah:
my word of the day is fuck-biscuit. Not my own, mind you.....you had a blueberry muffin? Those are my favorite! love We love the blueberry.
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people are fucking fuckheads. puke
literate, right.
fucking immature pussies. they have so much going on their heads, so much fucking hormone overload, they hardly know where their fucking arses are, and so, whilst trying to be a friend, you say something misinterprettable, and suddenly their insulting you and being a snotty little prick about something of which they have absolutely no fucking clue.
enough to...
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radiated:
That would not be nappy headed ho, now would it?
hambonesweets:
We all get those feelings sometimes that people need to be slapped around some in order to cooperate with eachother.