Hehe yeah so I didn't go to work yesterday..and I haven't asked my dad if work called for me yesterday..I asked him to cover for me while I went up to WY for my moms BBQ..which I hope he did. The bbq started out alright..untill my 11 year old sister turned on the water works to get everyones affection..it worked..she told them I was beating...
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Alright..so sorry for the drunken ramblings of mine..I should really stop drinking..it always seems to make me depressed..well if I am alone that is, but last night did really suck ass..So now I sit here..with a slight hangover, and contemplating if I should go to work or not..I dont want to..my mom is have a BBQ up at her place and she really wants me...
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samanthakayne:
made me go back and read your previous entry, you did! glad you're feeling a little bit better.
and honestly, you nailed exactly why i'm taking a little break from drinking right now. seems like it brings out whatever's just below the surface, and if it's loneliness in any way/shape/form -- it ain't gonna get better, gah.
what did you decide about work yesterday? and any plane tix yet, hmm???
and honestly, you nailed exactly why i'm taking a little break from drinking right now. seems like it brings out whatever's just below the surface, and if it's loneliness in any way/shape/form -- it ain't gonna get better, gah.
what did you decide about work yesterday? and any plane tix yet, hmm???
toneski:
thats the way to do it. be aggressive. 
more lay down pics with your back stretched? nummy.
more lay down pics with your back stretched? nummy.
Well it was my birthday..whoptifuckendo..I honestly could I have felt better with out..cuz as I right this right now..im crying and I could really see myself taking a knife to my wrists and ending it all. really..im so sick of not having any friends..not being able to have anyone to go out with..We..being me, my brother, my 3 sisters, and my mom all went to...
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ixion:
Hey maybe those roving-eyed old-timers have some good war stories and stuff!! See, now if you had just 'worked' the party a bit... get a couple girl-friends jealous by 'accidently' spilling some water on your blouse, you know, scandalize their worlds!! 
I can hear the girlfriend later "I saw you looking at her boobs... blah blah nag nag" 
I can hear the girlfriend later "I saw you looking at her boobs... blah blah nag nag" 
ojaeflo:
I am sorry the b-day was not to your liking. 
But, for what it's worth, you got folks here that love ya, and if the friend supply has dried up, you need to create situtions that'll introduce you to more people. Get into a class or two that involve your interests, or something like that. I have to believe that Fort Collins has those sort of opportunities.
And if you need to get some, get yourself to Frisco, CO on the 14th or 15th this month. If you can handle a guy in his 30s.
But, for what it's worth, you got folks here that love ya, and if the friend supply has dried up, you need to create situtions that'll introduce you to more people. Get into a class or two that involve your interests, or something like that. I have to believe that Fort Collins has those sort of opportunities.
And if you need to get some, get yourself to Frisco, CO on the 14th or 15th this month. If you can handle a guy in his 30s.
Alrighty so yes on the east coast it is muh birthday..yay for me!.and I am feeling better..my dad came in to talk to me..he was in tears..he felt really bad for what he told me today and doesn't want me to move out..it was super sweet of him..and I have never seen my dad cry before..interesting..
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scuderiaferrari:
haha. i totally would. how was your bday night?
scuderiaferrari:
oh? how come =\
This is me right now..I am very very depressed..why you ask? No one here gives a damn its my day tommrow..NO ONE! not one person has called up to see what I was doing..or offer anything..I really hate being born on the 3rd..everyone is so tied up in 4th of july shit..they just look right over me..and it sucks because they took my dad out... Read More
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thepenismightier:
So it is officially July 3rd on the East Coast so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
superflea:
It's after midnight in my time zone too.
Happy birthday, you.
Happy birthday, you.
Well I found out what im going to do for my birthday..my sister knows a pretty well off guy in town who is going to have a huge house party..so we are going to go there..eat free food and drink free booze..can't get any better than that. Then my sis tells me if I still want to go out afterwards that she will go bar...
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voiddragon:
Happy birthday!! For my birthday this year I worked 10 hours then went to taco bell and work another 5 hours. Sounds like fun, huh? On that weekend we went to the movies and saw the punisher and KILL BILL VOL2 both great fucking movies!!
metaleric:
Happy birthday! Have fun at your party.
I have no plans for the 4th.
I have no plans for the 4th.
Alright I swear that spider is out to get me..I went out in the barn today..where my computer is..yes its in a barn, but we have a office out there too! So I open up the door to the office and I think the same damn spider tries to jump on my arm..but I jump back and he lands on the floor and runs off....
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fortysix_and_two:
Wish I could swing by so we could hang out. THe only 'friend' who ever hangs with me... is an idiot.
recipeforhate:
Yes it has.
Not long after we started talking I was browsing through your pictures and made that one my wallpaper ever since.
So that's about...4 or 5 months now.
I think you're gorgeous and I lovies you, so it wasn't a hard decision to put it there.
Not long after we started talking I was browsing through your pictures and made that one my wallpaper ever since.
So that's about...4 or 5 months now.
I think you're gorgeous and I lovies you, so it wasn't a hard decision to put it there.
So today is my day off...what ever am I going to do! eh I guess i'll clean out my car and stuff..other than that I can try to hang out here as long as I can. *shivers* Last night some damn spider..about the size of a quarter, just drops down and lands rather ungracefully on my keyboard..me of course almost falls out of my chair...
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ojaeflo:
Sorry I missed your last post, I was already done for the night. 
I'm fine, thank you. Hope the day finds you well.
Not like I hadn't already seen it, but that's quite the profile pic you got up now. Uh, yum.
I'm fine, thank you. Hope the day finds you well.
Not like I hadn't already seen it, but that's quite the profile pic you got up now. Uh, yum.
samanthakayne:
nice new profile pic! 
Well now I have more good news..I got someone to cover my shift at work on my birthday! yay! 
So yeah work was alright..not to bad I must say..so just sitting here now..watching some homestarrunner..gotta love strong bad..he rocks my socks off..
OH! anyone else want my cell phone number? Only my friends mind you! I need more people to talk to cuz I guess...
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So yeah work was alright..not to bad I must say..so just sitting here now..watching some homestarrunner..gotta love strong bad..he rocks my socks off..
OH! anyone else want my cell phone number? Only my friends mind you! I need more people to talk to cuz I guess...
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niobe:
+1 for Chester.
tank_ex_mortis:
I have almost the entire Homestar Runner site downloaded to my compy. It rocks.
So I found out today that I have to work on my birthday ....you know someone at work is going to be hearing about this...
I'm sad, my momma and my two little sisters are going to go to six flags tommrow but i have to work..do you know how tempted I am to just not show up? fuck em all I say! but i...
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....you know someone at work is going to be hearing about this...
I'm sad, my momma and my two little sisters are going to go to six flags tommrow but i have to work..do you know how tempted I am to just not show up? fuck em all I say! but i...
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voiddragon:
it's easy to get outta of work. Just claim food poisoining. I used to do that alot at when I worked at wal*mart!
howdidigethere:
ive worked on my bday 3 years in a row
Well sorry but I gotta bitch about tonight..I could just scream at those damn nurses..well sence I was the odd aide out so to say. They put me on all the baths and all the vital signs..so about 8pm I get finished with the baths and they are like "so where are my vital signs?" and I tell them well you are going to have...
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Well due to the last journal i'll make this one a little non bitchy than the last..just some people have to relize what kind of work I do..I work at a nursing home..its not all sunshine and rainbows for me as I do really hard work and when I come home..I come home in pain..maybe I should stop updateing my journal when I get home... Read More
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superflea:
Dahling, if you need some money, let's just make some wagers on the Halo as well, seeing as how you're such a hotshot.
superflea:
Fine, fine. I guess I can settle for mere nudity
(somebody's gonna get -pwn3d-)
(somebody's gonna get -pwn3d-)
I shall wait in anticipation.
Thank for playing along. I know we're kind of goofy but shit that's what you're in for if you want to join the 105.