So i just wasted about an hour here: SG: Rigor Mortis and its a good thing that I've been drinking other wise some of that shit would have really grossed me out. Ive had this thought before and i will have it every time i think of somene dying or see pics of dead people: what were their dreams, their hopes, their fears. I come to the same conclusion every time: we will never know since they are dead. I never really thought about stuff like that, but then one of my dearest friends killed himself.
It must have been about 3 years ago in a month or so i think, his birthday was just a few days ago, yesterday or today, it is a day after or before an ex of mine. Anyways, just out of the blue, he offed himself because of a few really bad experiences he just couldnt take it anymore. I guess that ive been thinking about him more and more lately, i really miss that guy. Anyways him and people like him, and the people from Iraq, people that have had all of their dreams and hopes snuffed out, in an instant. At least he made a choice, a poor choice IMO, but at least he had the option.
All these soldiers we are sending over to fight in some misbegoten war that stands to benefit the people fighting in any way, to feed the greed of a few beaurocrats. All those thousands of people that dont even have a chance to live, it really sucks, its such a waste, the potential for the changes they could have made, for the greater good, simply gone. What about the people that have lost loved ones, or lost limbs, or mental functions, or even had to watch someone die, or to take a life. It is inconceivable to me, i jsut cannot compute that someone would willingly take a life, or put someone else in a situation where they would have to do such a thing.
To be sure, i am pro-choice, i see a fetus as a parasite, but do believe that there is a certian time frame with which to make a decision, and would someone threaten me or mine and act upon it i would not hesitate to stop them with whatever means i needed, but to me, this war is premeditated murder. There is no self defence involved, there is no protecting the weak from the strong, it is theft and rape and murder, unjust, uncomprehensable to me.
I guess that i am rambling a bit, as i am wont to do when ive had several glasses of whisky. I guess that i just do not understand why people feel the need to inflict pain, suffering, and death upon their fellow person. Why is it that just a handful of people are able to control an entire population to do murder in their name. A good friendly fight is one thing, like you had in kindegarten, fight with a kid and be best friends for the next year, but death is forever.
Fuck it, im depressing myself /end
It must have been about 3 years ago in a month or so i think, his birthday was just a few days ago, yesterday or today, it is a day after or before an ex of mine. Anyways, just out of the blue, he offed himself because of a few really bad experiences he just couldnt take it anymore. I guess that ive been thinking about him more and more lately, i really miss that guy. Anyways him and people like him, and the people from Iraq, people that have had all of their dreams and hopes snuffed out, in an instant. At least he made a choice, a poor choice IMO, but at least he had the option.
All these soldiers we are sending over to fight in some misbegoten war that stands to benefit the people fighting in any way, to feed the greed of a few beaurocrats. All those thousands of people that dont even have a chance to live, it really sucks, its such a waste, the potential for the changes they could have made, for the greater good, simply gone. What about the people that have lost loved ones, or lost limbs, or mental functions, or even had to watch someone die, or to take a life. It is inconceivable to me, i jsut cannot compute that someone would willingly take a life, or put someone else in a situation where they would have to do such a thing.
To be sure, i am pro-choice, i see a fetus as a parasite, but do believe that there is a certian time frame with which to make a decision, and would someone threaten me or mine and act upon it i would not hesitate to stop them with whatever means i needed, but to me, this war is premeditated murder. There is no self defence involved, there is no protecting the weak from the strong, it is theft and rape and murder, unjust, uncomprehensable to me.
I guess that i am rambling a bit, as i am wont to do when ive had several glasses of whisky. I guess that i just do not understand why people feel the need to inflict pain, suffering, and death upon their fellow person. Why is it that just a handful of people are able to control an entire population to do murder in their name. A good friendly fight is one thing, like you had in kindegarten, fight with a kid and be best friends for the next year, but death is forever.
Fuck it, im depressing myself /end