drackon

I was going to tell everyone about my bowling adventure in Bay Ridge.
Or maybe the It's a Wonderful Life moment when a boy asked me, upon leaving my house, whether I loved snow.

And about the people I love, and the people I hate.
How I'm always confused by people's reaction of either near obsession or complete apathy.

or how I was just amused...
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This girl comes up to me, and we talk for like a good 25 minutes at a party. Between me leaning over and asking her "what?" several times, and her mistaking every other word I say. But we got into a conversation about the fathers we never met.

It's going well, then her boyfriend comes up and sits on the arm of the chair next...
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I'm really getting sick of people thinking they know me after one time.
That would be impossible.
Even when it's positive,

P.S. For example, I'm not nice or shy.

I'll write more of my adventures later.

Last night, celebrating the greatest tradition of watching groundhog day on groundhog day, with a friend of mine.
Also made her watch "My Life Without Me". No one I know has ever heard of it, everyone I make watch it loves it...or gets depressed afterwards.
Whatever, I have the opposite reaction.

Tonight was with ole Lesley.
It's awkwardness because my other friends and her had...
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I spent today recovering from a rough night of what you may ask?
Sugar.
How bad is it when you can't sleep all night because of all you intake of sugar the night before and then can't function well the next day.
Any ways. It was fun. Bars, Pool, Cafe (chocolate chip pancakes ++++).

Now I can't find a parking spot on the correct side...
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My life is strangely lacking in anything. But I shouldn't complain. Every day I realize I won't know the person I wake up being.

My thoughts for writing stories come at awkward times, like right before I fall asleep.
Yesterday I cut myself shaving like usual, and I had to keep changing because I kept getting blood on my undershirt.
THen I had this idea...
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I staved off the internet for a week.
And then I was in Texas for the holidays.
All of this means no updating.
I swing back and forth between moods, but mostly I just feel mentally tired.
I miss people who aren't concerned about me.

I need to read more.
And feel productive (aka be productive).
I'll try to post better later,
I promise.

Everyday while walking to work, this newspaper/magazine place always had a picture of Quinne up on their door, on some magazinecalled essense or something with an E.

It's been gone for a while now, makes me a bit sad.

My internet tv has added beavis and butthead to their lineup.
It's amazing how much dead time (non stop laughing) there is in retrospect. Still very...
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My Thanksgiving

That was it.
Friends in a Brooklyn apartment. It went well.

Lately I've been in and out of moments of despair and common contentment.

I miss some friends I had and am at odds at how to make new ones.

I keep hoping I can chalk this up to time, and hope that it will change soon.
My friend said something interesting though,...
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I happened to talk to the people that work on the set of scrubs.
I'm so obsessed with that show.
Ever have a random conversation with someone you don't know on the telephone? Only a bit strange.

That's what I get for calling 916 CALL TURK (Dial the K...for Turk)

Instead of doing nothing today,
I spent most of the evening doing nothing,
but then...
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By the way,
I went to my first "SG event".
I saw Hunter's band F-holes, I didn't talk to her, but I did give her drummer an ole "Great job" comment.
I was impressed over all, took me a bit to get into it though.

I had to stand in front because wherever I stood there would be some guy trying to get stuff behind...
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This is my first post,
and I've been a member...for the most part, since 2003.
But with iam.bme, myspace, livejournal, facebook...
I think I'm going to OD.

An ex girlfriend of mine used to live by these forums.
So I'll give it a whirl.

I just moved to Brooklyn in September. So I'm getting situated here.
Thank god I'm out of Texas.

More tidbits of...
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