What is it with girls and abuse? WHY? Why do they (or you, if you do it) KEEP GOING BACK for more?
And then, why is it MY FAULT when I am not 'supportive of this decision?'
Just because you helped me paint my kitchen doesn't mean I have to 'support your decision' of going back to a drunk, abusive 42 year old man who...
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And then, why is it MY FAULT when I am not 'supportive of this decision?'
Just because you helped me paint my kitchen doesn't mean I have to 'support your decision' of going back to a drunk, abusive 42 year old man who...
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Wow, I have been so busy, and yet nothing exciting has happened, except for the accidental ex-girlfriend sex, and that wasn't even news...it was bound to happen, and I think almost everybody has been in that situation.
It really was an accident. It just sort of happened...it will happen again, I am sure, but I wasn't wanting it so soon.
I also made the leap...
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It really was an accident. It just sort of happened...it will happen again, I am sure, but I wasn't wanting it so soon.
I also made the leap...
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theburningred:
darling i ALWAYS feel the need to cause trouble!
accidental ex-sex eh? u bad boy! ah, but i too have been guilty of the same in recent weeks.
Not something i'm too proud of 
but hey better than with a stranger eh? 
and at least you know that the sex is pretty much guaranteed to be good. ...
let me know how the chaos flows...
[Edited on Jun 08, 2005 11:15PM]
accidental ex-sex eh? u bad boy! ah, but i too have been guilty of the same in recent weeks.
Not something i'm too proud of but hey better than with a stranger eh? and at least you know that the sex is pretty much guaranteed to be good. ...
let me know how the chaos flows...
[Edited on Jun 08, 2005 11:15PM]
South Beach is just about the silliest place on Earth. Everything there really has to be incredibly over-the-top, dramatic, lustful, pretentios, metrosexual, homosexual, ragingly heterosexual, drug-crazed, drug-infused, drug-related, snooty, casual...
Well, you get the point. It is a place where anything can happen at any time. Everybody is trying to look like they are somebody and that they belong there, or that The Beach is...
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Well, you get the point. It is a place where anything can happen at any time. Everybody is trying to look like they are somebody and that they belong there, or that The Beach is...
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gloriajean:
that was the best story i have ever read in my life. thank you<3
And all these men are staring at me, lovingly.
hahahah.
And all these men are staring at me, lovingly.
hahahah.
muse25:
hey stranger! Hows the weather!?
This place needs more smilies, but that one is by far the best
Rules are political entities. Their power is to allow the weak to control others. They are excuses for bureaucracy, they reward poor management, stifle growth, and generally cause angst.
You spend the first 20 years of your life learning the rules. You spend the next 20 years of your life learning how...
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dedgirl:
thank you~
muse25:
hey! Update! I miss your journals! 
rain 
fits my mood perfectly today.
Everyone in my life is falling apart around me, still. I am still everyone's confessional.
Maybe the rain will wash away their pain...
How did EVERYONE get so fucked up? Is ANYBODY able to deal with their lives and take responsibility for themselves? I mean, everone has a bad day every once in a while, but, Jesus Christ, HAVE...
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fits my mood perfectly today.
Everyone in my life is falling apart around me, still. I am still everyone's confessional.
Maybe the rain will wash away their pain...
How did EVERYONE get so fucked up? Is ANYBODY able to deal with their lives and take responsibility for themselves? I mean, everone has a bad day every once in a while, but, Jesus Christ, HAVE...
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cailin:
someone is in LOVE with me?? wow, i thought the only people that loved me were my family and my bf. and that's cause they really have no choice.
i feel special...
tell your bitch-ass friends to leave their drama with their mama. haha seriously...
i feel special...
tell your bitch-ass friends to leave their drama with their mama. haha seriously...
petiteparadox:
Oh yeeees? What were you thinking about me?
Ah, the joys of being a confessional. When any one friend starts to rely on me a bit too much, I launch into my "Therapist" mode. "Uh huh, and how long has this been going on? And how does that make you feel?" It drives 'em crazy every time.
Ah, the joys of being a confessional. When any one friend starts to rely on me a bit too much, I launch into my "Therapist" mode. "Uh huh, and how long has this been going on? And how does that make you feel?" It drives 'em crazy every time.
She's trouble. You can't tell from looking at her, but she is definitely trouble. Dangerous...especially dangerous for me.
Over the last few months I have built up my defenses again. Before anything I would have thrown up would have been useless. Now, it may be different...it may not. I don't know.
What I DO know is that I need to remember how she ripped my...
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Over the last few months I have built up my defenses again. Before anything I would have thrown up would have been useless. Now, it may be different...it may not. I don't know.
What I DO know is that I need to remember how she ripped my...
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muse:
indeed, ouch.
don't let her do it again.....they always do.
it took me a whole year to recover from someone who played with my heart in just the same way.....stay strong. i say someone who stopped caring before can just as easily not care again. You don't deserve that amount of punishment.
.....
on another note....in response to my journal (this oddness of posting responeses to my own journal in an entry such as this is exactly why i can't get used to the way things are done here)....i'm in the east central fl area. Also yeah, read voltaire's (again singer not model) book What is Goth........wonderfully funny book....and so so true.
don't let her do it again.....they always do.
it took me a whole year to recover from someone who played with my heart in just the same way.....stay strong. i say someone who stopped caring before can just as easily not care again. You don't deserve that amount of punishment.
.....
on another note....in response to my journal (this oddness of posting responeses to my own journal in an entry such as this is exactly why i can't get used to the way things are done here)....i'm in the east central fl area. Also yeah, read voltaire's (again singer not model) book What is Goth........wonderfully funny book....and so so true.
xip:
She wanted him for the things he offered, and then was surprised when he treated her like one? She treated him like a ticket... he treated her like his baggage. It's symbiotic.
xip
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figmentation:
My thoughts exactly
muse25:
I love her name... its so perfect for a kitty
its so perfect for a kittyIt's Coke Dealer Eddie's Birthday.
I show up about 10:30 PM, about 8 people there, all drunk already, there's a KEG of beer.
wtf
So, the drinking (for me) begins; everyone else was ripped totally by then
grilling burgers, no light by the grill. Have to guess when food is mad cow free. Cheddar cheese wrapped slices; not American. Surprised because, again, no light, and...
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I show up about 10:30 PM, about 8 people there, all drunk already, there's a KEG of beer.
wtf
So, the drinking (for me) begins; everyone else was ripped totally by then
grilling burgers, no light by the grill. Have to guess when food is mad cow free. Cheddar cheese wrapped slices; not American. Surprised because, again, no light, and...
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pyrogrrl:
interesting night
theburningred:
yeah i prolly wouldn't recognize u, but u better say hi anyway!
There are times that I am incredibly ashamed to be a man.
Everybody is falling apart around me right now; I have no idea what craziness is happening in the world!
Casey is with a guy who has been unemployed for 3 years and refuses to get a job. He is an alcoholic and doesn't have any interest in sex any more. She is 28,...
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Everybody is falling apart around me right now; I have no idea what craziness is happening in the world!
Casey is with a guy who has been unemployed for 3 years and refuses to get a job. He is an alcoholic and doesn't have any interest in sex any more. She is 28,...
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dayva:
Speaking as someone who was once stupid (like really stupid), there's little you can do to help them. Hopefully they'll eventually come to their senses. But I do have to say this entry made me kind of sad for humanity
muse25:
amen
So, you try to avoid your ex girlfriend, and they show up in the most unexpected places.
Like, on the internet.
For some reason, lately, I have reeeally been down about her. I didn't need to see pictures of her out partying with that rock on her finger...I was much happier knowing that they were fighting (which they are).
I really need another focus for...
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Like, on the internet.
For some reason, lately, I have reeeally been down about her. I didn't need to see pictures of her out partying with that rock on her finger...I was much happier knowing that they were fighting (which they are).
I really need another focus for...
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misery:
ick. exes are 
shaneka:
Er, so fuck what if she has a ROCK.. She's in a relationship where you even know she's not all that happy. SO what does that say about her...