Look, it's another post about my thought processes.
Ever been in that situation where you point out something bad in your work situation and your supervisor says "give it a chance" or something of that nature? What that means, of course, is that your supervisor doesn't give a rat's ass about things that cause problems for you, because they don't cause problems for him, and...
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Ever been in that situation where you point out something bad in your work situation and your supervisor says "give it a chance" or something of that nature? What that means, of course, is that your supervisor doesn't give a rat's ass about things that cause problems for you, because they don't cause problems for him, and...
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jormagund:
I supported McCain in 2000. He lost. And times have changed.
lillithvain:
Why thank you very much! I'm glad you liked them.
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ash:
Ha, my man calls me "cheeky" all the time, I think I love that word 
Today in your journal u sound a lot like ... me. Overly anxious abt shit. I get so anxious that I'm too anxious to do anything, then things get worse because Im not doing anything abt the things that make me anxious, which makes me more anxious, which makes me not wanna do those things that make me anxious and then it just continues much the same way for quite some time. They say that you can tell a LOT abt a person by the way they handle their stress, and if thats true .. then I'd hate to hear what ppl think abt ME. My inability to handle stressful situations well has cost me a lot. Its funny though, u dont seem like the anxious type at all. U seem to me like the "cool", laid back, calm and collected type. Ever try meditation? I wish that worked for me.
But hey! This sounds fuckin rad, u are in the process of getting that job at coke???! AWESOME! I think its really odd that the doctor DID NOT try to do the "coughing/ball grab" thing, wtf? Why is it that when u get some old man doctor they ALWAYS do that test, but when u get a female doc they just ask u? I wonder if thats merely a coincidence or if the lady felt weird abt it for some reason, which is REALLY confusing because shes a damn DOCTOR and has probably done the test a million times and shouldnt feel weird abt it.
Today in your journal u sound a lot like ... me. Overly anxious abt shit. I get so anxious that I'm too anxious to do anything, then things get worse because Im not doing anything abt the things that make me anxious, which makes me more anxious, which makes me not wanna do those things that make me anxious and then it just continues much the same way for quite some time. They say that you can tell a LOT abt a person by the way they handle their stress, and if thats true .. then I'd hate to hear what ppl think abt ME. My inability to handle stressful situations well has cost me a lot. Its funny though, u dont seem like the anxious type at all. U seem to me like the "cool", laid back, calm and collected type. Ever try meditation? I wish that worked for me.
But hey! This sounds fuckin rad, u are in the process of getting that job at coke???! AWESOME! I think its really odd that the doctor DID NOT try to do the "coughing/ball grab" thing, wtf? Why is it that when u get some old man doctor they ALWAYS do that test, but when u get a female doc they just ask u? I wonder if thats merely a coincidence or if the lady felt weird abt it for some reason, which is REALLY confusing because shes a damn DOCTOR and has probably done the test a million times and shouldnt feel weird abt it.
princkly:
Well, at least you know you suffer from anxiety so now you can tackle it. The situation would be worse if you were anxious all the time and didn't even know it. (It happens).
Well hello again.
Yesterday's questionnaire went well and the guy I was talking to wants to hire me; now they're going to do some other checks on my background and driving records, so hopefully that will be OK.
Yesterday I wasn't feeling super hot about it though, but that's just because my workday will start at 530 am which means getting up no later than...
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Yesterday's questionnaire went well and the guy I was talking to wants to hire me; now they're going to do some other checks on my background and driving records, so hopefully that will be OK.
Yesterday I wasn't feeling super hot about it though, but that's just because my workday will start at 530 am which means getting up no later than...
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thistle:
Some people are definitely poor because they started out poor, have bad impulse control, and don't understand finance at all because they don't teach financial matters in high school.
It seems pretty obvious to you and me that paying 12 payments of $20 is much worse than 6 payments of $30 but that's actually something that a lot of people have never been taught to think about.
It seems pretty obvious to you and me that paying 12 payments of $20 is much worse than 6 payments of $30 but that's actually something that a lot of people have never been taught to think about.
salome:
Getting up on stage is frightening. Good for you.
Well, I'm off to reliable temps to try and get something to tide me over until coke hopefully calls me back.
Kinda feeling like crap.
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well, yesterday before i went into Reliable Temps I got a hold of coke and they want me to go in on friday for some bullshit questionnaire, whatever. it's a step.
I'm kind of frustrated with myself for not...
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Kinda feeling like crap.
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well, yesterday before i went into Reliable Temps I got a hold of coke and they want me to go in on friday for some bullshit questionnaire, whatever. it's a step.
I'm kind of frustrated with myself for not...
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thora:
Thanks! Apparently, protracted withdrawal can last 15 years and it can be hard to tell what symptoms are a result of the illness and what's from the med withdrawal.
ash:
Fuck yeah its a step, hell awesome great wooohooo!! Right on! Those questionaires can be passed so easily in most cases (I almost typed MOIST lol) SLACKITUDE!! Stealing it!! And whats wrong with shopping to make yourself HAPPY? Its fun! Yeah yeah, I know that whole thing abt responsibility and crap, but happiness is important and ... well thats all.
LOL, sites like deviant art are pretty much dominated by the teeny agers, not old ladies like you and me, hahah! jk hun. Abt u bein a lady part
LOL, sites like deviant art are pretty much dominated by the teeny agers, not old ladies like you and me, hahah! jk hun. Abt u bein a lady part
Hey
Still waiting on coke. talked with them, and they just tell me what a nice slow bureaucracy they are. Whatever. I guess my shot at getting in there is tolerable. I guess I'll have to go to a temp agency so as not to blow all my savings waiting. There are other jobs but this is the one I want.
Played some geetar again...
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Still waiting on coke. talked with them, and they just tell me what a nice slow bureaucracy they are. Whatever. I guess my shot at getting in there is tolerable. I guess I'll have to go to a temp agency so as not to blow all my savings waiting. There are other jobs but this is the one I want.
Played some geetar again...
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thistle:
I sometimes don't come out when it's raining because I don't have a car and waiting for the bus in the rain really blows.
Good luck with non-naked cutie.
Good luck with non-naked cutie.
mneylu:
that was probably meantt to be funny- but i found it insulting- and its going to make my blog readers think that i m a prostitute. but since you didnt end that comment with an emoticon- ill let you know in case you didnt know...
i'm not a prostitute.
i'm not a prostitute.
Hey.
Well, I phoned Coke back on friday and left a message I'd like to know the status of my application please. Blows chunks to be waiting waiting waiting.
Been learning some stuff to play for the open mic/jam sessions friday nights at sam's in northampton. Coupla Dan Bern songs. Last night I'm sitting on a high barstool waiting for the action to get underway...
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Well, I phoned Coke back on friday and left a message I'd like to know the status of my application please. Blows chunks to be waiting waiting waiting.
Been learning some stuff to play for the open mic/jam sessions friday nights at sam's in northampton. Coupla Dan Bern songs. Last night I'm sitting on a high barstool waiting for the action to get underway...
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mneylu:
Sounds like things are picking up 
doherty:
Thank you honey. I appreciate it very much 
Well hello again.
Been feeling pretty blah as of late. I phoned my brother's boss at coca cola on thursday and he told me that they're still taking applications and he'll call me at the end of next week. I hate inconclusive phone conversations. I hate phones period. Also doesn't improve my mood that my car seems to be acting up.
Maybe I shouldn't have...
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Been feeling pretty blah as of late. I phoned my brother's boss at coca cola on thursday and he told me that they're still taking applications and he'll call me at the end of next week. I hate inconclusive phone conversations. I hate phones period. Also doesn't improve my mood that my car seems to be acting up.
Maybe I shouldn't have...
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daisy:
No, i meant spanner. In Cork, where i live, there are lots of words to descibe someone being an idiot. Spanner and rehab are my favourites. I will never understand why we call each other rehabs, but we do.
Emo as a name. Oh if only i could change my name......
Emo as a name. Oh if only i could change my name......
daisy:
I am guessing you've found how to speak Irish. Isn't it such a wonderous language.
Ya, spanner. It's the best insult you can ever use. Strive to call someone a spanner today, and watch their confused little face.
Ya, spanner. It's the best insult you can ever use. Strive to call someone a spanner today, and watch their confused little face.
Yesterday I was up in Greenfield to talk to my brother's boss at Coca Cola. I am ultra superstitious about ever being optimistic, but that aside I guess it went reasonably well. My accident record may not kill me, as I don't have any DOT reportable accidents, and just a no point citation from when I got screwed up and put myself on the wrong...
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thora:
That's a bear of a problem! Your poor aunt... Has she done any magickal shielding to improve her luck?
thora:
I'm a vegetarian.
And someone bought me that dance.
And someone bought me that dance.
Hey folks
Well, tonight I'm driving my truck back to Rome NY for the last time, and taking a bus back home tomorrow. I don't feel great about it but I wouldn't exactly feel great about staying either, so. . .
Time to get persistent with my brother's boss at coca cola so as to get started there asap. I wouldn't mind just doing merchandising...
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Well, tonight I'm driving my truck back to Rome NY for the last time, and taking a bus back home tomorrow. I don't feel great about it but I wouldn't exactly feel great about staying either, so. . .
Time to get persistent with my brother's boss at coca cola so as to get started there asap. I wouldn't mind just doing merchandising...
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mariposa:
I've always wondered about being a truck driver. Always thought I could appreciate something about that lonesome lifestyle...driving all over and seeing a lot of nothing that I think is beautiful.
Anyhow, I'm glad you're going in a direction you feel you should be going in at this point in your life. I'm with you on that.
C.C. isn't the best company, but I believe you have to make ends meet and make due in life in order to get where you would ultimately like to be. So use the fuck out of them while you can...make money, save money, and then move on to the next plataeu.
Good luck in all you do this year...I will stay posted.
Hugs.
Anyhow, I'm glad you're going in a direction you feel you should be going in at this point in your life. I'm with you on that.
C.C. isn't the best company, but I believe you have to make ends meet and make due in life in order to get where you would ultimately like to be. So use the fuck out of them while you can...make money, save money, and then move on to the next plataeu.
Good luck in all you do this year...I will stay posted.
Hugs.
kiora:
haha, I think he'll do just fine without me 
There's always Morrigan and Nemesis.
There's always Morrigan and Nemesis.
Hey there
If any of you guys are in the area and want to say Hi I am presently in a dead truck at exit 36 off I91 NB in connecticut. My truck wouldn't start this morning, so Having gotten to the truck at 8am I got underway at 1247 after some guys came to jumpstart my truck.
I noticed that my batteries weren't charging,...
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If any of you guys are in the area and want to say Hi I am presently in a dead truck at exit 36 off I91 NB in connecticut. My truck wouldn't start this morning, so Having gotten to the truck at 8am I got underway at 1247 after some guys came to jumpstart my truck.
I noticed that my batteries weren't charging,...
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lizzi:
Oh man, I hope it gets better for you! Happy New Year, xoxo.
salome:
I like your comment on my set; it made me laugh.