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Omaha, NE

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Saturday Dec 04, 2004

Dec 4, 2004
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Sitting here at work trying not to go to shot or stab myself.
Two more hours to go tell I can go home and fucking eat some food. "I'm in a glass cage of emotion." I shouldn't be working in pharmacy,,But I been here for more then 3 months working here but today,,I feel like stealing some pain killers and pissing out. But I can't...mad Good God, we're listening to NON STOP 24 HOUR 7 DAYS A WEEK CHRISTMAS MUSIC... I sick and tired of that fucking drummer boy song with David Bowie and Bing Crosby... mad

I looking out the window at the bell ringers and they're a bunch of high schools doing this stupid ass dance..I sorry to get on a rant, but for all that is holy in this world..STOP IT!!!!!!!!

But Suffocation, CRowbar and Morbid Fucking Angel are coming and MA is coming with DAVID VINCENT. Man, can't fucking wait... Evil lies, death denied

I got to go clean the shitter...I really hate this fucking job..

Down - Ghosts Along The Mississippi

In the morning, it takes me quite a while to clear my head
And as the day moves on, I find it hard to smile at something said
So I took control, priority number one, and that's me
Then I cut the dragon's head off, and put away my gun, so let it be
So let it be

I'm dying prematurely, I'm wasting my life for sure
I'm trying to kill what's happening to me
A ghost along the Mississippi

I never thought before, a life could be so strange, but it is
And I guess my one a day, became ten or twelve or more, and more
But I've got a gift, it's something called my friends or love
With them and I combined, I'll beat an early end, it's been done before

No time of passing away, of losing just one more day
I'm trying to kill what's happening to me
A ghost along the Mississippi

Can't happen to me
Won't do it to me
Can't happen to me
Won't do it to me
Can't happen to me
Won't do it to me

Destroying what's got ahold of me
No more the ghost of Mississippi





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