i'm back....big fuckin' whoopee. i just know that you were all pining away waiting for me to return.
your wish is granted.
good for you
your wish is granted.
good for you
so i haven't been around much because i just moved to a new place with a couple of friends.
trouble and more trouble.
i feel like i'm regressing because working on music makes you feel like your job is partying and going out. little bit more fun than my old corporate job but a little, no make that a lot, less money. oh well, i'll...
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trouble and more trouble.
i feel like i'm regressing because working on music makes you feel like your job is partying and going out. little bit more fun than my old corporate job but a little, no make that a lot, less money. oh well, i'll...
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rxqueen:
awwwwwww. best of luck to you, sir!
rxqueen:
yr back!
yay yay yay!!!
yay yay yay!!!
its official.
there is wierdness in the air.
odd vibe. is it just summer ending or what because everyone seems to be acting on every little impulse. Not much more to say other than i should really turn off my phone after 12:30 am. It is no good.
are you all in the same boat?
there is wierdness in the air.
odd vibe. is it just summer ending or what because everyone seems to be acting on every little impulse. Not much more to say other than i should really turn off my phone after 12:30 am. It is no good.
are you all in the same boat?
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rxqueen:
Yo, JC.
where you at?
where you at?
rxqueen:
haha.
michael bolton.
oh how i love office space
michael bolton.
oh how i love office space
this journal entry is sponsored by the letter Q and the number 8.
oh yeah... and Ovaltine.
looks like a mexican wrestler that i was obsessed with when i was stuck on my ass after i had my knee rebuilt.
looks like jack from nightmare before christmas
+ 
= the bad guy from terminator 2
if your and you meet 
who likes 
then your 
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oh yeah... and Ovaltine.
looks like a mexican wrestler that i was obsessed with when i was stuck on my ass after i had my knee rebuilt.
looks like jack from nightmare before christmas
+ = the bad guy from terminator 2
if your
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aanya:
I dont know that the deal is lately with people being all over pirates...Guess I'm just not as hip as I used to be.
So when are you coming to talk to me on AIM?
I'm still waiting..
So when are you coming to talk to me on AIM?
I'm still waiting..
rxqueen:
heeeeey now
hey now.
there is no need to act so harshly.
like i said, i can deal with little monkeys, but the big ones just gimme the heebyjeebies.
yeah, the scooby doo thing is true. i can't get around it.
I HATE THAT FUCKING SHOW.
but, if you feel that way i guess theres nothing i can do.
i'll be in my room
*sniff*
hey now.
there is no need to act so harshly.
like i said, i can deal with little monkeys, but the big ones just gimme the heebyjeebies.
yeah, the scooby doo thing is true. i can't get around it.
I HATE THAT FUCKING SHOW.
but, if you feel that way i guess theres nothing i can do.
i'll be in my room
*sniff*
There is this wierd liberation when your ideals die.
you've lived with certain ideas for so long that you look back and realized that you never questioned them.
Now, though you may be flapping in the ideological breeze, there is a certain amount of possibilities to your thoughts.
in other words...fuck it all
this is where academic nihilism meets punk
i know your wrong about...
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you've lived with certain ideas for so long that you look back and realized that you never questioned them.
Now, though you may be flapping in the ideological breeze, there is a certain amount of possibilities to your thoughts.
in other words...fuck it all
this is where academic nihilism meets punk
i know your wrong about...
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jaeiam:
Marry me? So you are straight ? Wow! I love you<3
rxqueen:
holey crap.
that thing about the woman and the dog had me laughing so hard. an automatic visual. hehe.
gah, i hate sundays
that thing about the woman and the dog had me laughing so hard. an automatic visual. hehe.
gah, i hate sundays
Huh..... Don't know about this profile pick. i look worried or intense.
You would think somebody who is a photographer would have more and better images than this shite but hey, i'm on the other side of the camera.
i seem to be completely devoid of mood lately. not that i don't have moments of mood, happy, sad, angry, whatever... but they all seem like...
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You would think somebody who is a photographer would have more and better images than this shite but hey, i'm on the other side of the camera.
i seem to be completely devoid of mood lately. not that i don't have moments of mood, happy, sad, angry, whatever... but they all seem like...
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amina:
personally, i think it is a very nice profile pic.
jayne:
urgency for sure. i feel like i want to rush into something great. and it's in front of me, i just am unable to rush at this point in time.
my mind, my emotions, my life is a bit out of wack as of late. but it's starting to get straightened out. i think when the time comes to rush in head first my mind will be all straight and i'll be ready.
oh yeah, and i like the profile photo as well. pretty eyes.
xoxox
jayne
my mind, my emotions, my life is a bit out of wack as of late. but it's starting to get straightened out. i think when the time comes to rush in head first my mind will be all straight and i'll be ready.
oh yeah, and i like the profile photo as well. pretty eyes.
xoxox
jayne
i think its just the indecisive mood i'm in but for some reason music has been driving my moods lately. There just seems to be certain times in my life in which music plays a much more crucial role.
maybe thats wrong though...
i think i am picking music that reflects my mood especially because it is saying what i feel.
maybe the lyrics but...
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maybe thats wrong though...
i think i am picking music that reflects my mood especially because it is saying what i feel.
maybe the lyrics but...
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rxqueen:
what? have i heard the new thrice? ME?
pffffffffffffft. i've had a huge boner for them since the first time i saw them play live (last october).
i have one of the atdi cds. the one with one armed scissor on it. i used to work at a record store and i have a billion cds i never really listened to (or OPENED for that matter) and that is one of them. i'll give 'em a shot tho...for you Jesus
pffffffffffffft. i've had a huge boner for them since the first time i saw them play live (last october).
i have one of the atdi cds. the one with one armed scissor on it. i used to work at a record store and i have a billion cds i never really listened to (or OPENED for that matter) and that is one of them. i'll give 'em a shot tho...for you Jesus
rxqueen:
p.s.
you can be my stalker if i can be yours!
*fidgits with the ice pick thats behind my back...*
you can be my stalker if i can be yours!
*fidgits with the ice pick thats behind my back...*
you know so cal weather just isn't conducive to moodyness. God damn i can't sulk when its 85 degrees and sunny. forcing me to do fun stuff.
damn you weather gods.... or whoever... or no one.
anyway,i just decided to stick around in SB for a while longer and put my long term plans on a much needed sabbatical. they were getting a little overbearing....
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damn you weather gods.... or whoever... or no one.
anyway,i just decided to stick around in SB for a while longer and put my long term plans on a much needed sabbatical. they were getting a little overbearing....
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alistairmather:
i can, but then my ideal weather is 32 degrees and heavy wet snow fall. hey, you grow up in buffalo and see if you don't come to love the stuff too.
as for the weather gods.... by your reasoning wouldn't that make all of us god? which means couldn't we all be damning our own things and filling in the shoes of the Christ?
from the other side of the argument, if you create something are you really there? of course you have invested a part of yourself in the creation, but if you hang your creation in a gallery or get it played across the air waves are you there? or is just the part of you that you invested into the creation there?
and when it comes to gods, haven't many people invested parts of themselves to their creation? does this not make them an entity of the many and not the singular? at which point, would they not just bear marks of the parents but be in fact there own entity?
i for one tend to believe so, and have found that it is never a great idea to curse the gods. they have long memories and vast reach, and since most bear our flaws, they will make you pay for your insults some day.
good luck with living. amazing how something so simple so often eludes us.
as for the weather gods.... by your reasoning wouldn't that make all of us god? which means couldn't we all be damning our own things and filling in the shoes of the Christ?
from the other side of the argument, if you create something are you really there? of course you have invested a part of yourself in the creation, but if you hang your creation in a gallery or get it played across the air waves are you there? or is just the part of you that you invested into the creation there?
and when it comes to gods, haven't many people invested parts of themselves to their creation? does this not make them an entity of the many and not the singular? at which point, would they not just bear marks of the parents but be in fact there own entity?
i for one tend to believe so, and have found that it is never a great idea to curse the gods. they have long memories and vast reach, and since most bear our flaws, they will make you pay for your insults some day.
good luck with living. amazing how something so simple so often eludes us.
rxqueen:
the weather gods showed me some love today.
there was a crazy thunderstorm and once it was over the sky was gorgeous. it was a cool 71 degrees outside. just like autumn
ahhh. perfection.
but yes me moving to the wessssiiideeeeeee is very possible at this point. i gotta go somewhere and ny is way too expensive for me
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there was a crazy thunderstorm and once it was over the sky was gorgeous. it was a cool 71 degrees outside. just like autumn
ahhh. perfection.
but yes me moving to the wessssiiideeeeeee is very possible at this point. i gotta go somewhere and ny is way too expensive for me
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you know i break up with a long time girl and what is the first thing anyone does. You meet up with the good time friends. well those good time friends have other friends of the same ilk, and those people have others and so on and so forth.
i have become exponentially fucked or maybe just fucked up.
help... can't stop being dragged to...
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i have become exponentially fucked or maybe just fucked up.
help... can't stop being dragged to...
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scylla:
You wrote:As someone who is obsessed with perspective in writing i can't help but see this as almost a reality in which 1st, 2nd, or 3rd person perspectives don't really apply. this loss of a set perspective allows them to see and experience on different planes. this non linear time seems to complete the idea.
This reminds me of a common symptom of being on hallucinogens -- ego death, loss of self. Hallucinogens are also linked to being able to perceive different dimensions. Connection?
I'm only throwing that out, it's just a random not very coherent thought.
This reminds me of a common symptom of being on hallucinogens -- ego death, loss of self. Hallucinogens are also linked to being able to perceive different dimensions. Connection?
I'm only throwing that out, it's just a random not very coherent thought.
twwly:
hope you get things back on track soon.
whatever track that may be, and thanks for the set compliment.
whatever track that may be, and thanks for the set compliment.
i can't shake the fact that my life is a coldplay song. Unspecifically melancholic, vague, and with a touch of self aware cynicism. Fuck.
I would prefer maybe....70's porn soundtrack or the theme from CHIPS or christ i would even take musak from elevat......no i guess i wouldn't go that far.
Nothing pisses me off more than people who take themselves to seriously so, you...
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I would prefer maybe....70's porn soundtrack or the theme from CHIPS or christ i would even take musak from elevat......no i guess i wouldn't go that far.
Nothing pisses me off more than people who take themselves to seriously so, you...
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polly:
Kenny G.
temptess:
I am there with you. All the way!
you didn't even warn me!
...bastard!
i really am happy yr back tho!