My patience has been totally shot lately. I'm still angry a good 80% of the time and it's really becoming a physical strain. Although i am no longer taking things out on the people i care about, i can't help but think i have a lot of unresolved issues that one day i might have to deal with.
what's very twisted though is for once...
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what's very twisted though is for once...
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noone03:
i hate those little ruts too. and i know all too well about being pissed off all the damn time. i just hide it well........fucking retards everywhere though.
tadzi:
pain dont hurt
There's not much left to say about today that hasn't already been said. And i'm fairly certain you folks are tired of being subjected to my one woman pity party. But in the end, yes, i'm still here, yes i got through it and yea, it fucking hurt. But i know it'll ease up, i know everything will get back into a familiar swing and...
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treblah:
i hope the tattoo went well.
i read your story thing. very sad, but prolly a good thing that you let it out.
nothing else to say that isn't cliche (woo that rhymes) so that's all i got for now.
i read your story thing. very sad, but prolly a good thing that you let it out.
nothing else to say that isn't cliche (woo that rhymes) so that's all i got for now.
zoomusikgrl:
*hugs*
were in two boats on the same shitty river. i think maybe its the "it's a small world" ride at disney.
i think of we stay close we can escape this.
were in two boats on the same shitty river. i think maybe its the "it's a small world" ride at disney.
i think of we stay close we can escape this.
Day one's done.
I'm so physically and emotionally drained that it actually hurts.
I can't even imagine how tomorrow is going to be.
But a special appearance from anarchy man this afternoon and a diner run this evening with amanda really helped balance out my alone time. I owe them both a pint once i settle down. I know i'm a real handful.
i just...
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I'm so physically and emotionally drained that it actually hurts.
I can't even imagine how tomorrow is going to be.
But a special appearance from anarchy man this afternoon and a diner run this evening with amanda really helped balance out my alone time. I owe them both a pint once i settle down. I know i'm a real handful.
i just...
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http://www.app.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/B5/20080421/OBITS/804210383/1094/OBITUARIES
....and i'm reading his eulogy....
i'm not fucking ready.
....and i'm reading his eulogy....
i'm not fucking ready.
derceto:
ouch, that has to be rough to have to do.
yeah, you will have to come by and visit sometime after i move in there
yeah, you will have to come by and visit sometime after i move in there
so a little something to cheer me up.
They announced the winner of the design contest i entered for serj tankian.
and while i didn't win, they made a video of him choosing the winner out of group of submissions that he personally liked (these were not up for runner up voting, which sucks, but still, awesome)
at 1:28 my little eye spied something familar....
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They announced the winner of the design contest i entered for serj tankian.
and while i didn't win, they made a video of him choosing the winner out of group of submissions that he personally liked (these were not up for runner up voting, which sucks, but still, awesome)
at 1:28 my little eye spied something familar....
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bye pop pop.....
I love you
I love you
derceto:
so sorry to hear that i hope you are doing ok 
i hope you are doing ok i'm fucking smashed right now.
as i should be.
but it doesnt make it hurt any less........
as i should be.
but it doesnt make it hurt any less........
zoomusikgrl:
yeah, isn't it always the way. *sigh*
we should go camping in the bottom of a bottle together sometime.
we should go camping in the bottom of a bottle together sometime.
They stopped all treatment and put him into the hospice center this afternoon. i was there for the transfer.
So he's got 2-3 days. If that. But at least he'll be comfortable. no more poking and prodding, no more asshole doctors, no more pain. He's not concious, but the only way he's responsive is he's got one hell of a grip. I told him i...
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So he's got 2-3 days. If that. But at least he'll be comfortable. no more poking and prodding, no more asshole doctors, no more pain. He's not concious, but the only way he's responsive is he's got one hell of a grip. I told him i...
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tadzi:
hang in there, babe. youll be in my thoughts.
I am having the most shitty ass week of all motherfucking time.
but at least my jackets came today. one fits, the other is way too big so i gotta send it back
way to go tripp nyc for having unrealistic female proportions.
i'm so fucking pissed about everything going on, it's not even worth typing about.
and i'm sure this weekend is going to...
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but at least my jackets came today. one fits, the other is way too big so i gotta send it back
way to go tripp nyc for having unrealistic female proportions.
i'm so fucking pissed about everything going on, it's not even worth typing about.
and i'm sure this weekend is going to...
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tadzi:
im having a shitty week (or two weeks as it were). my back has been in a knot and ive just been in ubiquitous pain.