It's been a really long week. Here's why:
-Still not sleeping more than 3 hours at a time. If i do, i wake up exhausted/screaming/crying from my night terrors. This has become routine and sadly there is not much i can do at the moment
-Working weird hours on the late shift just totally fucks up my day and school time
-Stupid.fucking.bitches.
-Really depressing health related issues
And despite all that, i passed my midterms. And you know what? Fuck you to the haters who think its this easy, mean nothing, anyone can do it class. Fuck. You. For once in my life i'm street smart AND book smart. And fucking cute to boot. Have fun working at rain forest cafe with your degree in marine sciences. Come talk to me when you're done crying about working 30 hours a week. Just you fucking wait. And as for the rest of them..they don't even deserve a fucking comment because they've proved to be the biggest idiots of them all.
It just pisses me off man. I dont think people really realize how much this means to me. After dropping out 3 years ago, i've fucking worked my ass off to get as comfortable as i am, and i have dealt with sooooooo much shit and drama from shitty people. And now im doing something right for me and people still want to put me down? i dont think so. I've been doing the jobs that people wouldn't willingly take since i was 15 years old. I have literally been screamed at, berated, kicked, punched, spit at, BEATEN by ungrateful people, whether it be on the phone, in retail, in the back of a rig, volunteering.
And people wonder why i want to work with the dead.
Fuck.
So tomorrow i'm going to get drunk on a battleship from 1 to 5, then get drunk some more at who knows how many BBQs. Then i'm going to NYC with my mom and sister sunday. It's a nice reward for doing something with my life and reaching my goals and being fucking proud of them. And then i'll do it all again next week. And the week after. I've earned it. I seriously need some peace so people need to back the hell off with the negativity. If only you knew.
/rant
-Still not sleeping more than 3 hours at a time. If i do, i wake up exhausted/screaming/crying from my night terrors. This has become routine and sadly there is not much i can do at the moment
-Working weird hours on the late shift just totally fucks up my day and school time
-Stupid.fucking.bitches.
-Really depressing health related issues
And despite all that, i passed my midterms. And you know what? Fuck you to the haters who think its this easy, mean nothing, anyone can do it class. Fuck. You. For once in my life i'm street smart AND book smart. And fucking cute to boot. Have fun working at rain forest cafe with your degree in marine sciences. Come talk to me when you're done crying about working 30 hours a week. Just you fucking wait. And as for the rest of them..they don't even deserve a fucking comment because they've proved to be the biggest idiots of them all.
It just pisses me off man. I dont think people really realize how much this means to me. After dropping out 3 years ago, i've fucking worked my ass off to get as comfortable as i am, and i have dealt with sooooooo much shit and drama from shitty people. And now im doing something right for me and people still want to put me down? i dont think so. I've been doing the jobs that people wouldn't willingly take since i was 15 years old. I have literally been screamed at, berated, kicked, punched, spit at, BEATEN by ungrateful people, whether it be on the phone, in retail, in the back of a rig, volunteering.
And people wonder why i want to work with the dead.
Fuck.
So tomorrow i'm going to get drunk on a battleship from 1 to 5, then get drunk some more at who knows how many BBQs. Then i'm going to NYC with my mom and sister sunday. It's a nice reward for doing something with my life and reaching my goals and being fucking proud of them. And then i'll do it all again next week. And the week after. I've earned it. I seriously need some peace so people need to back the hell off with the negativity. If only you knew.
/rant
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