Today was just awful. People picking fights left and right, bringing up shit they have no right bringing up, beating the past with a dead horse and other such nonsense. It's just really put me in a really rare mood. And i'm simply no fun when i'm like this. I just feel so...ugh. Drama makes me feel disgusting. And i'm in no mood to go back to that trend of 1 good day 3 bad days.
Tomorrow morning and early afternoon is the medical gauntlet. physicals, ultrasounds blood work,hearing tests; a full physical invasive raping. And then work until 9. i'm fairly confident for the first time in a while everything will come back good. No more spinal taps and biopsies please. the only thing i want to hear is my midichlorian count has gone up. that would be ideal.
Luck me, i've got some books to read. and some pretty spiffy friends to distract me too.
So back to some good reads and mayhaps hitting the hay early so i can be..prepared for the super awesome happy fun time i'm gonna have in ze morning. NyQuil fixes everything!
Tomorrow morning and early afternoon is the medical gauntlet. physicals, ultrasounds blood work,hearing tests; a full physical invasive raping. And then work until 9. i'm fairly confident for the first time in a while everything will come back good. No more spinal taps and biopsies please. the only thing i want to hear is my midichlorian count has gone up. that would be ideal.
Luck me, i've got some books to read. and some pretty spiffy friends to distract me too.
So back to some good reads and mayhaps hitting the hay early so i can be..prepared for the super awesome happy fun time i'm gonna have in ze morning. NyQuil fixes everything!
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spinal tap & needle biopsy - either one is a major do not want 