ah.
drama drama drama, wah wah wah, blah blah blah.
fuck me for being my own person and doing something i should've done a long time ago and feeling kinda great about it since everyone else is too much of a pussy. that's my life's purpose after all
i've been seriously contemplating going back to school..for funeral services. now before everyone gets up in arms, hear me out. when i was in the x-ray program i loooooooooved working in the morgue. a nice quiet enviornment where i could really get my work done effciantly. also, after being an emt for 6+ years (and my stint in retail) i am very good at dealing with people in a foggy state of distress and coming to an agreeable solution. lastly, i used to work very closely with the funeral homes in my town when i was younger and forced to be an alter server (the ukrainian church frowned very much upon this, which in turn made it fun for me, and in my eyes, pretty much means no matter what stupid shit i get into, i'll be fine. granted there is an afterlife of course) so i'm pretty familiar with the whole enviornment. now here is my problem. the only school in the state that provides the training i need is in mercer county. i would LOVE to be able to keep my job, because i'm not up for struggling again with money now that i'm pretty set. so i'm stil looking into other legit options. mayhaps i'll talk to my college friend who was going to school at the time to get his license (and he was hot to boot) or i'll drive over to the one of the homes before work one day.
other than that, life is life, just getting back into a comfortable groove. and so far, what a groove it's been !
the birthday is in a month and 10 days. for anyone who knows me well, you shouldn't be surprised i keep bringing it up. i get overly excited when it comes to the birfday and this year i have good reason to be.
drama drama drama, wah wah wah, blah blah blah.
fuck me for being my own person and doing something i should've done a long time ago and feeling kinda great about it since everyone else is too much of a pussy. that's my life's purpose after all
i've been seriously contemplating going back to school..for funeral services. now before everyone gets up in arms, hear me out. when i was in the x-ray program i loooooooooved working in the morgue. a nice quiet enviornment where i could really get my work done effciantly. also, after being an emt for 6+ years (and my stint in retail) i am very good at dealing with people in a foggy state of distress and coming to an agreeable solution. lastly, i used to work very closely with the funeral homes in my town when i was younger and forced to be an alter server (the ukrainian church frowned very much upon this, which in turn made it fun for me, and in my eyes, pretty much means no matter what stupid shit i get into, i'll be fine. granted there is an afterlife of course) so i'm pretty familiar with the whole enviornment. now here is my problem. the only school in the state that provides the training i need is in mercer county. i would LOVE to be able to keep my job, because i'm not up for struggling again with money now that i'm pretty set. so i'm stil looking into other legit options. mayhaps i'll talk to my college friend who was going to school at the time to get his license (and he was hot to boot) or i'll drive over to the one of the homes before work one day.
other than that, life is life, just getting back into a comfortable groove. and so far, what a groove it's been !
the birthday is in a month and 10 days. for anyone who knows me well, you shouldn't be surprised i keep bringing it up. i get overly excited when it comes to the birfday
and this year i have good reason to be.
tadzi:
that makes one of us....im turning 30 in may 
