To add to my frustrations..
My grandfather is really sick..again. It seems that he may have another kidney infection/had another stroke. he's acting the same way he did the last time and he got by last time by the skin of his teeth..
i might have been doing a somewhat ok job at staying positive, but right now..
if you and i have problems. just drop them. i can't beg anymore because i'm seriously at a dangerous edge.
My grandfather is really sick..again. It seems that he may have another kidney infection/had another stroke. he's acting the same way he did the last time and he got by last time by the skin of his teeth..
i might have been doing a somewhat ok job at staying positive, but right now..
if you and i have problems. just drop them. i can't beg anymore because i'm seriously at a dangerous edge.
you probably see me as different then most who know me do, because of our history.
the one thing i am most always sure of, is myself.
when people talk about acting different for someone else, i get confused, i see it in others, but i can't conceive of doing it.
i don't believe much in astrology-type shit, but i think that there is sometimes forces of nature that affect who we are and how we feel at a given time.
now seems to be one of those times.
take care and if you need to talk, you can always try and catch me on aim.