Sometimes I wonder if love is enough.
I mean, I'm sappy, a hopeless romantic,if you will, but even I have to wonder sometimes if I really think it's love that makes the world go round, or other elements have to be included as well.
For example, before I moved, I had it made, I just didn't have love.
I was in Texas, I had lots...
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I mean, I'm sappy, a hopeless romantic,if you will, but even I have to wonder sometimes if I really think it's love that makes the world go round, or other elements have to be included as well.
For example, before I moved, I had it made, I just didn't have love.
I was in Texas, I had lots...
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Very uneventful day so far...Danny left me his truck, took my car, I ran out of cigs (very bad) and he forgot to leave me his keys. What a dork!
Anyway, I got grandma to take me to the store. All is well, now. I have satisfied my craving there. Yay for me.
I have finished job searching for today. I think I will kick...
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Anyway, I got grandma to take me to the store. All is well, now. I have satisfied my craving there. Yay for me.
I have finished job searching for today. I think I will kick...
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scarredangel:
Hey fool.
I love sunsets in Texas.
and damn 287 for fucking up this picture...
I'm finally getting the feel for this piece of shit camera. I can't wait to get a badass digital that I can twiddle like my old Pentax.
I love sunsets in Texas.
and damn 287 for fucking up this picture...
I'm finally getting the feel for this piece of shit camera. I can't wait to get a badass digital that I can twiddle like my old Pentax.
scarredangel:
Seriously, I'm having such a shitty day. I really miss you right now. I'm sitting here drinking and staring at my computer monitor, with my 'shitty day' music cranked.
If I get a chance tomorrow, I'm gonna give you a call during the day.
If I get a chance tomorrow, I'm gonna give you a call during the day.
You know your day is great when you wake up with cottonmouth because you drank a shit load of beer the night before, then getting in you car, driving around some town you have never heard of to get poked and prodded by Planned Parenthood just so you can get birth control pills, and then head for the grocery store where you try to find...
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cicatrixsid:
Oh my dearest Lisa, I'm so sorry for the cold clamps followed by more KY than anyone could make use of in a lifetime. I'm sure you have gotten everyone fed and in bed, yeah, i'm a poet 
anywho love ya and miss ya, hope you can find some better entertainment tomorrow. -jenn
anywho love ya and miss ya, hope you can find some better entertainment tomorrow. -jenn
scarredangel:
I miss you I miss you I miss you too.
Hey y'all...not much going on today. But, I did get a call this morning from the same place as Friday and they want me to come in for an interview. The interview on Friday wasn't really an interview, it was a skills test, blah, blah. I guess I did good on it. So, we'll see how it goes.
Had Kaela this weekend and we were...
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Had Kaela this weekend and we were...
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allycat_13:
he he
You hate cold weather and moved north? Thats so funny. But not for you I assume.
Does anyone laugh when you say ya'll? I laugh when northerners say Pop instead of whatever a soda is called.
You hate cold weather and moved north? Thats so funny.
But not for you I assume.
Does anyone laugh when you say ya'll? I laugh when northerners say Pop instead of whatever a soda is called.
allycat_13:
My goodness! She said not to say ya'll to customers?!?!?
That in itself is hilarious. I guess we sound ignourant whilst using such termage. he he
I have family in Nebraska so I hear all that north crap. I just say Dr. Pepper, Coke, Pepsi, etc. Never have said coke which meant whatever I was thinking coke to mean like so many people do. Like you're suppossed to mind read coke to be sprite or some shite.
Yes, love tends to move us wherever our loved ones go.
Hope everything works out great for you. Good luck with this job hunting. Don't let some snob bitches get you down.
Howdy over and out.
That in itself is hilarious. I guess we sound ignourant whilst using such termage. he he
I have family in Nebraska so I hear all that north crap. I just say Dr. Pepper, Coke, Pepsi, etc. Never have said coke which meant whatever I was thinking coke to mean like so many people do. Like you're suppossed to mind read coke to be sprite or some shite.
Yes, love tends to move us wherever our loved ones go.
Hope everything works out great for you. Good luck with this job hunting. Don't let some snob bitches get you down.
Howdy over and out.
Man, it sure is frustrrating trying to find a job around here. I have an interview tomrrow, but that's just one. It seems that virtually no body is hiring! 
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deanash86:
hey... sorry you cant find a job up there... that sucks... and thanx for what you said in your comment to me... i mean ... it help a lil... but it sucks so freakin bad.. ive cryed myself to sleep for the last couple of days... i dont like that... its hard at home also... my parents fight all the time and my mom bitches at me all the time for being online... but thats all i have... tiff and the internet... and im not going to pawn my self on tifff and try to hang out with her all the time... even tho i know she will when ever she can... but i wouldnt do that to her.. you know... but thanx
kail:
Good luck with job hunting.
Things were a bit interesting yesterday...
I am a new stepmom and some of you may know, this can be a hard transisition for all. I also disagree with whoever came up with "terrible twos." Nope, not over here in this gals house. Kaela will be 4 in 2 wks and I would have to say that it's "Funtime Fours" in the most sarcastic way...
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I am a new stepmom and some of you may know, this can be a hard transisition for all. I also disagree with whoever came up with "terrible twos." Nope, not over here in this gals house. Kaela will be 4 in 2 wks and I would have to say that it's "Funtime Fours" in the most sarcastic way...
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lankakitten:
Oh my god, a stepmon! You surely have the patience of a saint and an awful big heart.
Wow, I don't do anything related to kids.
I'll stick with my kitty cats thanks.
About that, thank you so much for thinking well of my little furry girl. She's...okay. An infection but a treatable one in 2 weeks time.
I hope that man of yours backs you up all the damn time!
Wow, I don't do anything related to kids.
I'll stick with my kitty cats thanks.
About that, thank you so much for thinking well of my little furry girl. She's...okay. An infection but a treatable one in 2 weeks time.
I hope that man of yours backs you up all the damn time!
scarredangel:
haha, Tiff and I both have put on a couple of pounds. Me, more so than her. Dude, some jackass totally broke into my truck last night and stole all my fucking tools. 
Shitty day so far...grandma yelled at me this morning. Anyone who knows me knows I hate, absolutely loathe yelling. I think it is disrespectful, impolite, and just plain mean. When someone starts yelling at me, all the info begins to go in one ear and out the other. Anything I may have considered goes out the window and in comes I don't give a shit...
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Anyone who knows me knows I hate, absolutely loathe yelling. I think it is disrespectful, impolite, and just plain mean. When someone starts yelling at me, all the info begins to go in one ear and out the other. Anything I may have considered goes out the window and in comes I don't give a shit... Read More
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allycat_13:
No problem. Texas is badass so I would see how you miss home. he he
Yeah I love Dean Koontz. I actually haven't read much of his stuff. I've been trying to go all over the place with my reading. He should be one of my next books to read.
Yeah I love Dean Koontz. I actually haven't read much of his stuff. I've been trying to go all over the place with my reading. He should be one of my next books to read.
evil_mad_hatter:
I'm the same way about yelling. I find it hard to even raise my voice. I started working in the kitchen of a resturant and it's a requirement to yell sometimes, just to get a message across over the noise, but I'm pretty much back to normal when I leave.
Here is a poem I wrote several years ago...
"Searching"
The memories haunt me,
Teasing me with their ghostly past.
I am forever trapped in this hellish void,
Never to be free.
Endless years, and still I search.
For innocence? For happiness?
I don't quite know.
I search for myself,
And find instead a little girl in a woman's body.
Her face damp with tears,...
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"Searching"
The memories haunt me,
Teasing me with their ghostly past.
I am forever trapped in this hellish void,
Never to be free.
Endless years, and still I search.
For innocence? For happiness?
I don't quite know.
I search for myself,
And find instead a little girl in a woman's body.
Her face damp with tears,...
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kennyg:
Thanks for your comment. I was somewhat prepared for my dad's death, but I still have this need to feel connected to others that's given me a spike of activity on the site.
I'm curious... are any of your cats calico? Someone I met working at a cat adoption fair said that all of the FIV cats she'd seen were [female] calico.
I'm curious... are any of your cats calico? Someone I met working at a cat adoption fair said that all of the FIV cats she'd seen were [female] calico.
"PEACE"
From her dark cocoon she emerges,
Unsteady on her feet.
Warily glancing around at her new world,
--So unfamiliar.
Growing up,
She's alive and free.
She stretches out her arms,
Beckoning the sun,
And curls up in a field of poppies.
~~Lisa~~
From her dark cocoon she emerges,
Unsteady on her feet.
Warily glancing around at her new world,
--So unfamiliar.
Growing up,
She's alive and free.
She stretches out her arms,
Beckoning the sun,
And curls up in a field of poppies.
~~Lisa~~
cicatrixsid:
Well look at the talent you got Thanks for the note but i have once again taken the role of dumbass again. I took him back I love him but he has given me so many things to deal with. I know I'm a strong person and that I can deal with anything but, is love enough to put my self in this position?
Thanks for the note but i have once again taken the role of dumbass again. I took him back I love him but he has given me so many things to deal with. I know I'm a strong person and that I can deal with anything but, is love enough to put my self in this position?The weekend is finallly here. We don't have Kaela this weekend, so Danny and I are going to spend some QT time together, which means probably going out to get extremely shit faced.
I want to eat Chinese food tonight.
Things are going good...Danny and I get along so well, we'd probably make everyone that knows us puke. He tells me all the time that...
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I want to eat Chinese food tonight.
Things are going good...Danny and I get along so well, we'd probably make everyone that knows us puke. He tells me all the time that...
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scarredangel:
Lol. I'll call you at some point today when I'm not busy at work. 
When we have friends and family there is no love. When we are in love we either have no time for friends and family or love just consumes us. Either way we're unhappy in some way.
Cheer up camper, work will happen soon and you'll have friends to come visit.
its worth it imagine what its like .......and be realistic remember you can never go home again itll never be the way it was you miss what was not what your missing dont fuckup what you have youll regret it forever