Well, Hung out with the great NicoleLee tonight... It was her birthday for those of you who didn't know. She was a blast to hang out with and we drank a bit. Well I did anyways. mmmmmm, alcohol.
Also wish Annee a happy berithday because it her birthday right now. Happy birthday you psyho hose beast.
This is #3 driving home under the influance and still no DUI bwahahahaha. Although a cop behind me did flick on his lights but turned at the next street. Woooooooo, close calls I tells ya.
I have started playing Call of Duty. Playing the single player right now. I have to say it is completely diffrent from Day of Defeat. Although it is easier to aim in CoD, it takes more hits to kill someone if it isn't a head or a body shot. That takes a little getting used to. Still a fun game a little more difficult then I thought bt still fun none the less. I should play on an easier setting since I am used to 1 hit kills and being able to deploy the bren and using it properly as an MG that it is suppose to be.
I thought about Andromeda's comment in my journal about how anxiety is the realization of things you don't want. I dunno. Have you ever wanted someone but had no idea why? You for some strange reason are attracted to them but they arn't what you concidered your "type?" I dunno, I am still trying to figure out my life and why 1 person could fuck my mind up soo much. Only 1 girl has had me this fucked up before and it cost me my security job a few years back. I am willing to risk anything sometimes but sometimes it is for the wrong people. I have thrown my life aside just so I could try to hold on to a girl that I cared for once. I lost a lot and gained nothing from that. I am the type of person that throws money at a problem till I get what I want. Most of the world does not work that way. 2 girls and $7000 later, I learned this. Oh well, it's just money. It can't buy you happiness or love. You can have $20million and still be lonely and miserable. Sometimes only one person is important. I just want that one person.
Guitars that I want:
ESP LTD Stephen Carpenter Signature 7 string ( same one Lacuna Coil uses)
ESP M-1000 ( I have the 7 string version of this guitar without EMG pickups, very nice guitar)
ESP LTD AX-400 (same config as the last guitar but has a nice ass neck and dosen't have a tremolo)
last but not least since it is one of the more expensive guitars that I want
ESP LTD EX-400( same config as the last guitar and the one before, I like this config so fuck you...)
Also wish Annee a happy berithday because it her birthday right now. Happy birthday you psyho hose beast.
This is #3 driving home under the influance and still no DUI bwahahahaha. Although a cop behind me did flick on his lights but turned at the next street. Woooooooo, close calls I tells ya.
I have started playing Call of Duty. Playing the single player right now. I have to say it is completely diffrent from Day of Defeat. Although it is easier to aim in CoD, it takes more hits to kill someone if it isn't a head or a body shot. That takes a little getting used to. Still a fun game a little more difficult then I thought bt still fun none the less. I should play on an easier setting since I am used to 1 hit kills and being able to deploy the bren and using it properly as an MG that it is suppose to be.
I thought about Andromeda's comment in my journal about how anxiety is the realization of things you don't want. I dunno. Have you ever wanted someone but had no idea why? You for some strange reason are attracted to them but they arn't what you concidered your "type?" I dunno, I am still trying to figure out my life and why 1 person could fuck my mind up soo much. Only 1 girl has had me this fucked up before and it cost me my security job a few years back. I am willing to risk anything sometimes but sometimes it is for the wrong people. I have thrown my life aside just so I could try to hold on to a girl that I cared for once. I lost a lot and gained nothing from that. I am the type of person that throws money at a problem till I get what I want. Most of the world does not work that way. 2 girls and $7000 later, I learned this. Oh well, it's just money. It can't buy you happiness or love. You can have $20million and still be lonely and miserable. Sometimes only one person is important. I just want that one person.
Guitars that I want:
ESP LTD Stephen Carpenter Signature 7 string ( same one Lacuna Coil uses)
ESP M-1000 ( I have the 7 string version of this guitar without EMG pickups, very nice guitar)
ESP LTD AX-400 (same config as the last guitar but has a nice ass neck and dosen't have a tremolo)
last but not least since it is one of the more expensive guitars that I want
ESP LTD EX-400( same config as the last guitar and the one before, I like this config so fuck you...)
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mariothemonkey:
Yah, I am calling OSU tomorrow and see whats up...
andromeda:
I know what you mean about wanting someone who you know is not your type. Relationships really can play with your emotions in a bad way. Some day you will find the person who makes you want to be a better person and loves you as much as you love them. Until then the jerks can be buried under 10 feet of dirt. 
