Wednesday Dec 29, 2004

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welp my life as a whole is taking a serious turn for the shitty.
the one person i care about in the world may be reorganizing her life with me left out of it. needless to say i feel hollowed out and broken. I have no idea what the following days will hold.

im going to need a hug.....have the knifes taken away....a strong shot of something and perhaps alot of councelling.


youve all been so good to me and from the bottom of my heart i thank you for it but if i loose her i wont be here anymore in all meanings of the phrase.



With love,
~Jesse
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doom_bunny:
thanks guys.....my old lady more or less had a nervous break down over alot of shit....a job she hates....she hates her major and im the only one around so i got the brunt of it. plus on top of all that shes PMS'n so thats making every X10 but things are calming down....we had a lot of talklins and things are going to be ok. were going to a group councellor type thing soon to work out the rough spots but were both very hopeful.

thanks so much guys for giving a shit about me smile
gish:
wow, I'm sorry things are so rough, good luck man *hugs*

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