doolittle

aarggh, i am pulling my hair out trying to get all the last minute details ironed out for asu. i am already going to have a nearly impossible time getting into any of the classes i want - i just gotta hope people drop out of some cool classes so i can slip in. i am still trying to get my motherfucking mmr immunization bullshit so i can get it to them. what a pain in my ass!! apparently none of my doctors have these records, yet somehow university of texas still does. makes no sense, but at least after a few days of searching they may be found.

arrgghh.

so anyway, i now have an all new stress, my dad is coming to town tomorrow. he'll be here through the weekend. (don't worry we can still have oc night. he's weird, but he's harmless. i swear, ask eric)

i keep having these insane dreams that i am trying to escape these evil types of humans and they want to kill me, and it's really hard to get away from them because they all have a collective unconscious and if one see's me, they all see me. i feel panicked every time i wake up from said dreams. i need to chill out.

i think once the school thing is all straightened out, i will start relaxing, cause at least the stresses that come with school are the kind i know how to deal with. all this other crap sucks. i mean, i only just found out officially that i got accepted, but i'm too stressed out to be happy. i just want the pre-semester stuff to be over.

joey promised me we can go get a puppy. this makes me happy. i love my stinky hope, but we've been chatting, me and the dog, and we both agree that a puppy is needed. ok, so i'm schizo. whatever. i can't wait, joey and i will be very good parents. as will hope. i think she always wanted to be a mommy, you should see how well she takes care of her "babies" (toys). i also sadly know that dogs don't live forever, hope is 15 now. if we're gonna get a puppy with her, the time is now.

anyhow, i am going to go try and relax, wish me luck on the school bullshit. ciao.