shit, Im gonna be 33 in a matter of hours!
thought i was happy single but now in panic!!!
Of the few vaguely serious relationships I've had, i have better relationships with my exe's since breaking up with them than i ever did while going out with them!
i might as well be a 33y-old virgin! fuck what have i done with my love-life!
A couple of days ago i was sat in a restaurant with 2 exe's one id dumped and one who dumped me! it was a nice friendly feeling we all got on but shouldn't i be sat in a restaurant with a partner by my age????
Fuck
maybe i should be doing something about this, where do people meet after 30, Imo working from home now, so no sexy-encounters at work! maybe i have to hang out at the supermarket??? feel too old for drunken fumbles in pubs or clubs!!
No commutes, so no meeting on buses or trains,
maybe i should vogue in the local library, or hang out in cafe more with books- looking stylish??
tips please!
Update
Well 33 is here, and thanks to the support here and from other friends i have made it though the day without turning into a pumpkin!
So think i will be fit to fight another day, My friend Kate took me out for a nice meal, finished off with home-made carrot cake mmmmmm, my friends just turned 33 too so it was good company!
so Yoga and the Internet have been suggested as a way to find ladies- for a man in his 30's sounds a good idea, i wonder if there is such a thing as internet yoga??
Update
went on a mini spending spree today
bought
Scorsese's dvd 'No Direction Home'
a Lars Von Trier dvd 'Europe Trilogy' box set- wanted these films for ages,
Art Spiegelman's book 'the Complete MAUS'
and last but not least David Mamet's book 'on directing film'
Ar'nt I a varied cultural slut
thought i was happy single but now in panic!!!
Of the few vaguely serious relationships I've had, i have better relationships with my exe's since breaking up with them than i ever did while going out with them!
i might as well be a 33y-old virgin! fuck what have i done with my love-life!
A couple of days ago i was sat in a restaurant with 2 exe's one id dumped and one who dumped me! it was a nice friendly feeling we all got on but shouldn't i be sat in a restaurant with a partner by my age????
Fuck
maybe i should be doing something about this, where do people meet after 30, Imo working from home now, so no sexy-encounters at work! maybe i have to hang out at the supermarket??? feel too old for drunken fumbles in pubs or clubs!!
No commutes, so no meeting on buses or trains,
maybe i should vogue in the local library, or hang out in cafe more with books- looking stylish??
tips please!
Update
Well 33 is here, and thanks to the support here and from other friends i have made it though the day without turning into a pumpkin!
So think i will be fit to fight another day, My friend Kate took me out for a nice meal, finished off with home-made carrot cake mmmmmm, my friends just turned 33 too so it was good company!
so Yoga and the Internet have been suggested as a way to find ladies- for a man in his 30's sounds a good idea, i wonder if there is such a thing as internet yoga??
Update
went on a mini spending spree today
bought
Scorsese's dvd 'No Direction Home'
a Lars Von Trier dvd 'Europe Trilogy' box set- wanted these films for ages,
Art Spiegelman's book 'the Complete MAUS'
and last but not least David Mamet's book 'on directing film'
Ar'nt I a varied cultural slut
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sorry it's taking so long for me to reply i'm looking around for my copy of crash
now where is it...
<<sounds of rummaging through garbage heap, bedroom, drawers, cupboards etc.>>