This is a new, entry! there is plenty to say. but have no time to say it. so please use help me out and use your imagination and get back to me. and ill cut and paste it here.
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well I'm nearly at the end of a big project, if i finish it by the early hours of Monday morning ill be proud of myself, 21 x 12 min video's / dvds / web movies. in 2 months (working mostly 7-days a week) while still having bipolar symptoms/disabilities. it kinda indicates i have a 'working' future even with mania & depression, low motivation, violent mood swings and some duvet days.
Have been very worried if i could keep working full time,but now think that maybe i can!? time will tell- but it looks hopeful.- i seem stable, at least not in the downward trend i was in from summer to Christmas 2005
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Through the local Bipolar group, i have met a few people my age and younger / like minded people (there are people in the group i just cant quite 'get') all-tough i wouldn't call us friends (yet?) - we seem to get a lot out of chatting to one another, cant say this has helped with work, but it will help me generally- long term.
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hell by the summer i might even be able to manage a relationship??!! (or friendship!!!)
and team management hopefully (i miss this the most)
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back to editing graphics and mastering now, how i "heart" my apple G5 super computer.
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well I'm nearly at the end of a big project, if i finish it by the early hours of Monday morning ill be proud of myself, 21 x 12 min video's / dvds / web movies. in 2 months (working mostly 7-days a week) while still having bipolar symptoms/disabilities. it kinda indicates i have a 'working' future even with mania & depression, low motivation, violent mood swings and some duvet days.
Have been very worried if i could keep working full time,but now think that maybe i can!? time will tell- but it looks hopeful.- i seem stable, at least not in the downward trend i was in from summer to Christmas 2005
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Through the local Bipolar group, i have met a few people my age and younger / like minded people (there are people in the group i just cant quite 'get') all-tough i wouldn't call us friends (yet?) - we seem to get a lot out of chatting to one another, cant say this has helped with work, but it will help me generally- long term.
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hell by the summer i might even be able to manage a relationship??!! (or friendship!!!)
and team management hopefully (i miss this the most)
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back to editing graphics and mastering now, how i "heart" my apple G5 super computer.
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The good news is that I now have ITV2 or some such channel that lets me watch Quincy. I am so very happy now
I've learnt that those types of people are just not there at that time for yourself. Don't beat yourself up for not connecting. Just be you, and continue to be in your moment around them and they'll realize and respond in kind. Or not. But, the "or not" really is NOT your fault at all.
Now, If I Could Only Take My Advice....
( When it comes to women...)