My sleep patterns have a mind of there own - with no help from sleeping tablets i was a sleep by about 9.30/10pm yesterday! instead of the usual 2-am with sleeping tablets. (slept fully clothed, with light and tv on like in my younger-days)
Now today i woke up at 6-am, that's a first for months, i'm pinching my self incase its just a dream- (the trade off- i had really shit dreams last night, not pleasant)
Maybe someone's playing with my on / off button? i wonder where that is?
UPDATE
now by popular request there's a pic of me in the pics folder when i'm not wearing my Quincy MD mask!! oh lucky you!
now you can see why i wear the mask
i'm back to my crap sleeping pattern, which just doesn't work with anyone i know! ( in the flesh)
UPDATE
Today my 'Top of the Range Power Mac', is no longer top of the range- RIP G5 status.
will i cope, i'm sure i will. 'boys and there toys!'
A friend (real person, not virtual person) has sniffed out my bipolar, fuck knows how? he's joined a few dot's i guess, now i'm going to have to work out a non scary way of telling him what it is and why he shouldn't worry.
Spent too much time in the cafe today, now i'm high on coffee and chat.
My fav tv show at the moment has finished, where am i gona find that TV fix of the week?
A mixture of worries and anxieties there, nothing I cant handle
Update 2
Cyborg wishes
Right here's what i want:
a switch / timer- that sorts out sleep- on / off / standby
Emotional Pain reducer switch.
A red warning light on my head that turns on and indicates a " don't even think of daring to talk to me today!"
A green warning light "give me lots of love and attention"
a display that forecasts the next month of ups / downs, so i can make the right plans for the right day.
oh and a cup holder and a pill dispenser!
UPDATE
bhjsdhbsckjneklwcnmrenckjrnvkrwncr just checking my keyboard works ncknkcnkacnscn yup
UPDATE
Motivation up 80%
Room tidiness up 40%
Chocolate intake up 30%
Completed paper work up 70%
Reading up 30%
Communication with other people up 40%
Work backlog clearance up 50%
Fitness up 20%
Suitable sleep patterns up 20%
end of week productivity report shows good increase of graeme related commitment to washing, cleaning, motivation and good outlook on life.
expect shares in graeme to reach $11.4 next week and rise (if trend continues)
Now today i woke up at 6-am, that's a first for months, i'm pinching my self incase its just a dream- (the trade off- i had really shit dreams last night, not pleasant)
Maybe someone's playing with my on / off button? i wonder where that is?
UPDATE
now by popular request there's a pic of me in the pics folder when i'm not wearing my Quincy MD mask!! oh lucky you!
now you can see why i wear the mask
i'm back to my crap sleeping pattern, which just doesn't work with anyone i know! ( in the flesh)
UPDATE
Today my 'Top of the Range Power Mac', is no longer top of the range- RIP G5 status.
will i cope, i'm sure i will. 'boys and there toys!'
A friend (real person, not virtual person) has sniffed out my bipolar, fuck knows how? he's joined a few dot's i guess, now i'm going to have to work out a non scary way of telling him what it is and why he shouldn't worry.
Spent too much time in the cafe today, now i'm high on coffee and chat.
My fav tv show at the moment has finished, where am i gona find that TV fix of the week?
A mixture of worries and anxieties there, nothing I cant handle
Update 2
Cyborg wishes
Right here's what i want:
a switch / timer- that sorts out sleep- on / off / standby
Emotional Pain reducer switch.
A red warning light on my head that turns on and indicates a " don't even think of daring to talk to me today!"
A green warning light "give me lots of love and attention"
a display that forecasts the next month of ups / downs, so i can make the right plans for the right day.
oh and a cup holder and a pill dispenser!
UPDATE
bhjsdhbsckjneklwcnmrenckjrnvkrwncr just checking my keyboard works ncknkcnkacnscn yup
UPDATE
Motivation up 80%
Room tidiness up 40%
Chocolate intake up 30%
Completed paper work up 70%
Reading up 30%
Communication with other people up 40%
Work backlog clearance up 50%
Fitness up 20%
Suitable sleep patterns up 20%
end of week productivity report shows good increase of graeme related commitment to washing, cleaning, motivation and good outlook on life.
expect shares in graeme to reach $11.4 next week and rise (if trend continues)
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How's the cyborg wishes coming along?