it's almost time for me to leave again. damn it! i miss my pittsburgh crew. way much. at least i have Hel's teeth marks on my neck to take back with me. 
god i love that woman.
i'm so sick of saying goodbye to the people i love. especially chad. and especially now that i know he's been spending his time with total trash
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god i love that woman.
i'm so sick of saying goodbye to the people i love. especially chad. and especially now that i know he's been spending his time with total trash
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oh look at me. alive and well on the east coast. i forgot mom had a computer for some reason.
for a really long time i was about 75% into girls and 25% into dudes. then that kinda reversed itself, for some stuuuuupid reason. well fuck that. every dude i date just does something really fucking stupid to piss me off. repeatedly.
so fuck that....
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for a really long time i was about 75% into girls and 25% into dudes. then that kinda reversed itself, for some stuuuuupid reason. well fuck that. every dude i date just does something really fucking stupid to piss me off. repeatedly.
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suicidesmitty:
I'll make sure you don't regret it. Sounds like I need to put a lot of work in on behalf of my sex. How can I be of service?
dereknobbs:
Yes I love you already... just one visit. Your gorgeous you like Edward Gorey and dark movies and you got BOOTS lots and lots of BOOTS!!!
know what can bite me? LA traffic
know what sucks worse than that though? Kira's not going to pittsburgh this weekend.
(super sad dolorian face)
i had more to write but i can't remember now 'cause i just got the bad news
but i still get to see destro, krista, invaderkim hopefully hel, max16, bloodandtits, chad and everyone else!!!
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know what sucks worse than that though? Kira's not going to pittsburgh this weekend.
(super sad dolorian face)
i had more to write but i can't remember now 'cause i just got the bad news
but i still get to see destro, krista, invaderkim hopefully hel, max16, bloodandtits, chad and everyone else!!!
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juxlii:
enjoy the hell out of PA and maybe, just maybe, we'll cross paths when you get back.
seriously...come out and play someday
oh yeah. and la traffic does suck hard and ugly.
superfun east coast times for you!
seriously...come out and play someday
oh yeah. and la traffic does suck hard and ugly.
superfun east coast times for you!
drnecessitor:
Thank you 
i have the biggest crush on the 16 year old, asian, punk-rock chicky who lives above me. does that make me an old creepy perv? 
once upon a time i was really good at responding to everyones comments. i'm so fucking lazy. sorry.
but i loooooooooove you
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i'm addicted to the "girls only" group. we talk about boys and show each other our boobs!...and...
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once upon a time i was really good at responding to everyones comments. i'm so fucking lazy. sorry.
but i loooooooooove you
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krista:
I dunno, would a 19 year old make me an old creepy perv?
I was pretty sure it did.
I was pretty sure it did.
disappearhere:
Yes please.
i spent the day at Venice Beach. fucking loved it. i even saw the turbin wearin, rollerskatin, electric guitar playin dude with the funky beard who was in "Gift"... love that movie. then saw some other cool stuff, and watched other people doing other cool stuff. i could just sit and watch people all day, every day there. now we're having a bbq next to...
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stubertmcfly:
HA! you saw the dude! rock on sistah! wish i was there too.
_luke:
I wish we were there too
i think i'm gonna quit drinking. last night my sister told me that some dude was Yanni, and so i went over to him and asked. then i yelled at him when he told me "no", 'cause i thought he was lying to me. why the hell would i care if he was Yanni anyway? i over react about everything when i'm drunk. so any...
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kira:
you can't quit drinking cause you still need to get drunk with me for my birthday next thursday....kisses
stacie:
that is indeed laughable about yanni! wahaa!
yea.. im in michigan.. but on the wrong side of the state.. have been here since beginning of july but leave next weekend.. all without getting to detroit
yea.. im in michigan.. but on the wrong side of the state.. have been here since beginning of july but leave next weekend.. all without getting to detroit
i've got a big 'ol Kira shaped hole in my heart right now, and it's fucking me up. i know that i get to see her in a week... and i'm gonna hug her and hug her and hug her and kiss her and kiss her 'til i can't hug her and kiss her any more... but then i have to say "goodbye"....... again. that's...
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disappearhere:
Damn, I would have a Kira shaped hole too!
Sorry, I'm a dirty fuck neck.
Anyway here is a poem for you, I was gonna put it in my journal so if you see it there too don't think your tripping out.
I can remember the first time the knife went in.
It felt like stabbing a watermelon,
Only melons don't scream.
I've done it a hundred times since then,
But I still flinch when the blade hits bone.
Sorry, I'm a dirty fuck neck.
Anyway here is a poem for you, I was gonna put it in my journal so if you see it there too don't think your tripping out.
I can remember the first time the knife went in.
It felt like stabbing a watermelon,
Only melons don't scream.
I've done it a hundred times since then,
But I still flinch when the blade hits bone.
obsidian_:
you were in my dream last night...but it was odd cause you didn't dress like yourself...and it involved you telling me alll these places to meet youin La...but you wouldn't drive me so i was just wandering around aimlesly and there were lots of random people running around in prom dresses and i remember randomly stopping to do some ceramics......such a strangly odd dream
"mr. rabbit says, a moment of realization is worth a thousand prayers."
mickey knox
i still can't remember what i was thinking earlier.
oh but, yay! i got another job! woohoo! and am making plans to go to vegas for halloween. you think vegas will be fun on halloween?
it really sucks that a very dear friend of mine is going through some "weirdness" and...
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mickey knox
i still can't remember what i was thinking earlier.
oh but, yay! i got another job! woohoo! and am making plans to go to vegas for halloween. you think vegas will be fun on halloween?
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killcast:
which weekend? like the one starting tomorrow? or a week from tomorrow?
derby138:
Hey, are you going to the SGLA dinner tonight in LA? It should be lots of fun. Halloween in Vegas? Who knows, it could be fun Oh yeah, Kira said you know what kind of booze she likes. Can you tell me some of her favorites? Hope to see you tonight
Oh yeah, Kira said you know what kind of booze she likes. Can you tell me some of her favorites? Hope to see you tonightshit! what the hell did i come here to say?
damn my brain!
i'll be back...
damn my brain!
i'll be back...
i just found out that i'm gonna get to see my girlie Kira in two weeks!!!! and the rest of SG Pittsburgh!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm sooooooo excited. just bought my plane tickets!!!
woohoo!!
i'm sooooooo excited. just bought my plane tickets!!!
woohoo!!
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stubertmcfly:
you betta believe it.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoox
(that better?)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoox
(that better?)
lesleyslenning:
ha ha!! it amazes me how retarded i am sometimes. yes i was doing drunken journal updating and running on very little sleep. oh man, i am such a dork 
how could i forget about you silly! i will be back, and then we can turn on the butterfly boob cam again.
how could i forget about you silly!
i will be back, and then we can turn on the butterfly boob cam again.
Hey, are you going to Ferns this wednesday?