I just left a voice message for my best friend James..it's so weird to hear his voice for a second. He always sounds so sad or tired.
I't's been so long since I've seen him..11th grade I think the last time was.
I miss him more than anything in the world.
It's so hard to keep in touch with him though. He's in rehab i guess or so his brother tells me. Until the 12th and then he's supposedly moving to NH which means I'll get to see him! But it's been so long I hope it doesn't feel weird. Cause we're two completely different people it seems but in reality we're exactly the same. I just want to squeeze him and tell him I love him and thank you. (previously not mentioned to some, he saved my life)
I just want to hear his voice again. If I could talk to him on Christmas that would be the best present ever.
Not that you can read this but, James, I love you and I miss you!
-Love, Your Jennatal
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mutinyonthebay:
your entry made me sad.. i know a couple of people like that too. i hope you get to see him, and that its awesome and he hasnt changed (in a bad way, of course everyone changes you cant help that) good luck. how did he save your life?
dollfacepunk:
we'll just say he made me change my mind about something before it was too late... 
