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today, i hate verybody and everything.

there will be no emotional and spiritual break through talk for quite a while, i know that you are all terribly dissapointed.
all of that enlightened bullshit has imploded into a big huge cloud of dust bunnies that i just vaccuumed up from beneath my tv stand..
poof. gone.
remember my cool job? yeah. not so cool any more.
cocksuckers to say the least. i want to mame, beat and kill them and then have a rabid goat skull fuck them all into oblivion.
i hate money, it is evil and wrong. i hate debt, and credit, which is just a huge self depricating hole of nothingness that we all fall into at some time or annother. i truly am saddened to admit that time is now for me.
i really wish digging one's self out of the aforementioned hole was as easy as falling in.
i want o crawl into bed, draw the shades, close the curtains, pull the blankets up high, and roll myself up in them like a little burrito.
any one care to join me?




p.s you know its bad when i resort to emotocons.