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i have been such an ass-fuck as far as posting with regularity in the last year.
i keep telling myself that i am going to make it a point to post more often, and with more meaningful content, but somehow i still never find the time.
i remember when i first came on the site, and the amazing welcome that i received.... posting every day and getting tons of fantastic feed back seemed so rewarding.
now, it seems that so many of those wonderful connections that i made have fizzled out, or that dear ones have left the site all together.
i am excited about my new friends, but can't help but wish sometimes, that it was still the way it was..........
isn't that always the case?