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alright. i was tagged.
thanks to the wonderful oldgreeneyes, you will now suffer through 20 random completely un-interesting, drool inducing, facts about moi.
in no certain order, here is a look into jack's complete and utter insanity.

1. i have always wanted to be a red-head... with freckles.
2. i am the most incredibly impacient person you will ever know.
3. when referring to sexual orientation, i do not believe that any category, be it bisexual, hetero or homosexual has any baring. i believe in love, and what is between someone's legs is inconsequential to me.
3. i am ironically, currently in love with both a man, and a woman.
4. when i was an adolescent, i lied about allot of things. not because i was viciously un-truthful, but because i hated my reality so mach that i literally wanted to create my own. no body understood that.. many people hated me in high school. i never understood why everyone took me so seriously.
5. i do not partake of any illegal substances, due to their in-advertant effect on my life due to the choices of those i have cared for.
6. i currently have no close ties with any body except my significant other, and one friend. i like this because only recently, i find personal relationships extremely emotionally taxing. i'm not sure why this is, i'm thinking it may have something to do with a large, overbearing family or the fact that i spent most of my life making everything perfect for other people. my friends just think i'm an asshole.
7. with that in mind, i will say i moved 18 hours away from my family.. on purpose.
8. once, i had a big black cat named tyrone. he was the best.
9. i secretly love to watch days of our lives. i tivo it since i work over 80 hours a week. i love how when it takes me a few weeks to get through all of the episodes, the same shit is still going on.
10. i will never be able to pose for sg.
11. i am completely and utterly obsessed with vintage furniture, fabrics, architecture, and interior design.
12. i have no routine. like, i don't get up, have coffee, read the paper. it is always different. since most mornings i wake up extremely noxious, i usually drink red bull or something with carbination, or tea instead of coffee.
13.everything i have set my mind to do, i have achieved. i still have many things on the list that are as of yet unchecked.
14. pinky rings and fedoras, as well as knee length coats and ascotts are my panty droppers.
15. patsy cline has been my hero since i was 6 years old.
16. when i was young i suffered from frequent fevers, hallucinations, and waking dreams, the cause of which was never determined. it was during that time that my grandfather introduced me to an 80 year old indian shaman who became my friend, and was the only one that understood that the dreams and visions were actually of things that had happened in the past. to this day i can sense upon entering, the energies, and emotional prints left upon a location by events that occurred there. this ability serves no purpose except to keep me up at night, or to force me to hastily leave any location that overloads my senses with information. this is why i have a hard time being in old houses, churches, or graveyards.
17. i was once told by a psycologist that i would most likely die of a broken heart.
18. i am overall, a very positive and fun, outgoing. uplifting person to be around. alone, however, i am very serious, and quite solemn.
19. i abhore meeting new people.
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