Ok, enough of the gloom and doom poor pitiful me shit. I am tired of the self-indulgent, trying to cope journal entries. It's not going to be all happy from now on, but I am tired of thinking about my past. So, it can fuck off.
Now that's settled, we'll press onward. Here's a pic of me in the morning (ok, afternoon). Note the "Bob's...
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Now that's settled, we'll press onward. Here's a pic of me in the morning (ok, afternoon). Note the "Bob's...
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tarragon:
Tripping over a crooked paving stone and falling flat on my face on my first date with my ex boyfriend. Still he stuck with me for two years so he couldnt have been that mortified by my clumsy behaviour. 
Everything reminds me of my ex-girlfriend today...
Currently listening to Wilco "Say You Miss Me". It's funny how song lyrics turn autobiographical when you've lost someone. I wish she missed me too, but she found comfort in her old boyfriend. I can only wish her the best while I sit here and pine for her.
Currently listening to Wilco "Say You Miss Me". It's funny how song lyrics turn autobiographical when you've lost someone. I wish she missed me too, but she found comfort in her old boyfriend. I can only wish her the best while I sit here and pine for her.
Okay that's it, no more journal entries when I first wake up. I just read the last one, and fuck me I'm boring and borderline special needs! Jesus, why didn't anyone tell me?
Information you don't need to know about me:
I'm going upwards of two weeks without an orgasm (with a woman or self-inflicted). I don't know if it's lack of inspiration, motivation, or...
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Information you don't need to know about me:
I'm going upwards of two weeks without an orgasm (with a woman or self-inflicted). I don't know if it's lack of inspiration, motivation, or...
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tarragon:
I havent had a boy-induced orgasm since May. It's getting on for too long for my liking.
tarragon:
April 15th is my birthday which wasnt bad when I was a kid because it always fell on the Easter holidays from school. These days I just consider it as one more reason to stay in bed.
I was bored last night, so I went out to my favorite bar. No hot bartender, but a good time was had anyway. I'm proud of myself. A year ago, I never would have had the balls to hang out anywhere alone. I was, and still am to a degree, agoraphobic. But, I've been pushing myself to be more social and comfortable in crowds. I...
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I am not a morning person.
Have a lunch date with a woman I worked with years ago. We were the medical records night shift at the local hospital, and we became buddies. She wanted to see me before I moved. It should be fun and good company is always greatly appreciated.
I am putting some stuff on Ebay today. I am selling my favorite...
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Have a lunch date with a woman I worked with years ago. We were the medical records night shift at the local hospital, and we became buddies. She wanted to see me before I moved. It should be fun and good company is always greatly appreciated.
I am putting some stuff on Ebay today. I am selling my favorite...
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tarragon:
The one thing I regret throwing away? A good friendship over a stupid mis-understanding. Everything else like clothes and CD's I can live without, but losing the friendship of someone who's important to me will be something I'll always regret.
shawndaddy:
I still play for fun, but I haven't played with anyone for quite some time
A shout out to my latest friend, and all around qt 3.14, Alexis. (Did I really just say "shout out", Good God!)
I added a pic to my "misc" photoset. My housemate, Daryl, has decided to place an ad with Yahoo personals. I wanted to show my solidarity by placing an ad too, but seeing that I'm moving in less than three weeks, it...
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I added a pic to my "misc" photoset. My housemate, Daryl, has decided to place an ad with Yahoo personals. I wanted to show my solidarity by placing an ad too, but seeing that I'm moving in less than three weeks, it...
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Things that make me happy: 
(no particular order..and yes, I've been drinking)
The feel of softness.
Seductive eyes.
The vibrating air moelcules we call music.
Knowing there are people that care about me.
Having people to care about.
Hearing someone I like say my name.
Being in the presence of intelligent, kind, human beings.
The female form.
Laughing during sex (as long as we're both...
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(no particular order..and yes, I've been drinking)
The feel of softness.
Seductive eyes.
The vibrating air moelcules we call music.
Knowing there are people that care about me.
Having people to care about.
Hearing someone I like say my name.
Being in the presence of intelligent, kind, human beings.
The female form.
Laughing during sex (as long as we're both...
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tarragon:
Sex giggles are the best, especially if like me you have a habit of falling off the end of the bed. Falls from a low height have by and large been responsible for all my sex related bruises.
impetuous1:
I'm not a musician, though I have the blood coursing through my veins. All of my friends are musicians, though. I sometimes help them.
Bloody fucking hell!!!!
It seems like the two people I have been avoiding like the fucking plague have made appearances today. The soon-to-be ex-wife hasn't taken my name off the title of the car she's been driving. I went without a car for a month, filled out all the paperwork, and even gave her the money to transfer the title. She never did it, so...
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It seems like the two people I have been avoiding like the fucking plague have made appearances today. The soon-to-be ex-wife hasn't taken my name off the title of the car she's been driving. I went without a car for a month, filled out all the paperwork, and even gave her the money to transfer the title. She never did it, so...
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Started writing some new songs today. Got an e-mail form a beautiful girl in New Mexico. Got an e-mail from an old friend that wants to get together before I leave.
Feeling better compared to yesterday. Everything I've gone through lately just catches up to me unexpectedly. It fucking sucks, but I freak out and survive. Okay, enough of my idiotic bullshit.
Studio Memory of...
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Feeling better compared to yesterday. Everything I've gone through lately just catches up to me unexpectedly. It fucking sucks, but I freak out and survive. Okay, enough of my idiotic bullshit.
Studio Memory of...
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Saw the hot bartender last night. That was about the best part of the night.
I'm in such a fucked up mood today. I feel shitty about everything...my lack of a life, the way I look, my ex's (re-occuring theme, I know), fucking money, the people around me...fucking everything! I feel like I have no skin, just raw nerves, and everytime something brushes past me...
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I'm in such a fucked up mood today. I feel shitty about everything...my lack of a life, the way I look, my ex's (re-occuring theme, I know), fucking money, the people around me...fucking everything! I feel like I have no skin, just raw nerves, and everytime something brushes past me...
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