dlilac

My dad is fucking amazing. I was just sharing with him some of the photos from my latest SG set, and he told me how fucking proud of me he is, proud of how far I have come from being in hospital months ago hating myself in every single way to finally loving and accepting myself, he said in the photos I look so strong and confident like "this is me"

Looking back, I honestly cannot believe I was so close to taking my own life, depression is a fucking cunt but trust me, if you are suffering, you WILL push past it.

I obviously still have my down days, but I don't lay in bed and cry/cut/starve myself all day like I used to.

I honestly feel like Suicide Girls have made it a lot easier for me to be so open and loving and accepting, the community of girls is so uplifting and positive, I love you all so much. ❤️