4 months gone and she still fucks with my head. I guess 9 years is too long to shake, but it still fucks with me. My logical mind is straight with this . It's good. But, why does it make me mad when she shows up? Why can't I just let it go and roll? I hate not being able to control how I feel. (Unless it's a good feeling) I'll be OK eventually, it's just that I really thought I was good to go, and now I wonder....
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