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Thursday Dec 23, 2004

Dec 23, 2004
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Solstice and solace
still silencing some of the things I want to say
being brave enough to be vulnerable
and passionate enough to be reckless

I embark again and again
thinking each time it may be over
So quick to question and halt
in the quiet of a pause
Holding my breath before sighing
looking for the clue that is better
better than what I would have myself believe
is this being present?
All parties accounted for?
Welcoming the dead at the bridal feast the corpse at the birth of the new?
Am I doing it right this time?

Your skin is like an oasis
ripples like the saharah left in waves from long departed water:
remains and tales of where you have been
I want to run from the well worn path
stop the weels in their tracks
and let them spill on the downy soft of unmarked land
The stuff so soft you could get stuck in it
The stuff to sweet
taking it in you could just forget
forget to ever breathe out again
To hang on to that which can never be held
chained again to the softness
Till rubbing it brings calluses
that blind the very ability to sense
Oh but cant I just stay right here?
Right here in the corner of your lip
Right here in the dip of your neck
Cant I just stay Right here?
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maike:
I've read your poem every day for the past week and I'm assuming it is about current events. Each time, I had hoped that I would change my mind and feel positive and supportive of your situation, rather than the nagging feeling that you are skating close to the thin ice near the open water. I'll just stand on the shore with long branches ready. Best wishes for MMV.
Dec 29, 2004
maike:
None of my friends were there, so all is well on that front, but the thoughts of all the tradegy is horrible.

MMV is the roman numeral for 2005 ! HA !

That desert is Gansu province, western China. Definitely looks like Arizona or New Mexico, but much more friendly.

Swimming is good, when one is close enough to the surface to breathe. Very glad you said not to worry. I do, when the words are dark and emotional.

I feel that blessing too.
Dec 30, 2004

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