Saturday Jul 31, 2004

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Wow
Been Down so long it looks like up to me....
I mean.....
been Gone so long looks like Soup to me...
Darn it
I mean
Dang where the heck have I been??Yall so Sweet Wishin me happy B-day and All
Awwwww Shuuuuuuuucccks!
I think I am blushing although you cant really tell from inside this screen.
I did buy a new digital before I left (good advice) and I am so glad that I did. Got the Cannon PowerShot S500. A step up from my last one and not bad for a low to midrange snapper especially with a 512 mb SD in it. I will put some pictures up soon and you can see for your selves. Broke up with the Beau on the trip! Yikes! Never had that happen before. So now that this has happened I dont ever have to go through that again right? I honestly feel like I am in turbo mode of burning off centuries of Kharma. Really. Its wild and it feels so tangible. Great to be conscious and go through it as loving ly as possible. I have my eyes, ears, heart and mind open for what ever wammy might be hanging out around the corner. Things seem to come in runs for me and when you are in true fighting stance I think the non-material world is like, "ahh she got past the would be attacher in Nippon but lets see if she up for this...." Intersting times to be sure. Trapsing off to Kyoto and Nara by my self was a dream come true. I drank form an ancient spring said to have curative powers, was reborn out of the "womb of Buddha", ( At last!) , fed the sacred dear, cast coins, made supplications, clapped and bowed. Ahh Nippon I miss you already.

Back in New York and drinking in the utter diverstiy of all these people. We are all mixed up and beautifuly different. What a great place to live.
Tonight is the Blue Moon and I went over the Chelsea to see some performances and Kirtans hosted by Alex Gray. Wow! Thats one creative cat. Felt very tribal and wild.
Glad to be home.
Komban wa
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maike:


There's a future jouranl entry brewing to go with this photo, but it is timely to send it to you now while on the theme of storms. The umbrella will always appear, if really needed, at the right moment.

In Manhattan last night and today; really, really good to be there, so many people to watch and study. Wasted today from walking, and maybe a tad bit too much to drink.
doublec:
thanks for all your sweet words, Dita! i'm really looking forward to this...i mean i will miss my ex, he is a real sweetheart but i just changed...ya know? need to find out who i am and what i want out of life and having an very cute, uber special friend help break the fall, well it made the break up easier....for me. my ex had a hard time at first but within a few weeks he came to realize that this was probably best for the BOTH of us. he's keeping the babies because i can't afford the security deposit right now. maybe later i will take my Otis (the black one). i know my ex will take great care of the babies and i can visit them whenever i want since we are still friends.

i hope everything is going great with you! take care of yourself sweet girl!
kiss

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