distantcry

I dont know

I dont know

I really like my friend James, but...he doesnt seem like much of a sexual or affectionate person. It drives me insane. But he still makes me smile. Then just this last week I met Brandon...I like him but I barely know him...but I know he'd be affectionate...just by hanging out today. It was nice to have someone to talk to today during my break.

I wish james would be more forward...I like guys who can be agressive...atleast a little...I like balance though. I like a boy who will take control when he wants it but let me take control when I want it...i lieke my boys like that...

I miss my best friend and everything.