distant

Effects of Indecision

Surrender finds itself at hand
Attempted everything I can
I'm sick of waiting idly by
Vain advances to catch your glance
I feel a failure, I feel a fool

Like a fix fulfilling my thirst
I felt you strongly at the very first
Moments last such a short lived life
Take them in or be passed by
Where you going, Where have you been
Where you going, Where have you been

It's hard to keep from living a lie
When the lie to be lived has love in her eyes
But behind her stare is a cluster fuck
Could it be time to leave you behind
I think I'm going, I think I need to

Try again, try as I might
But clipped wings don't allow for flight
So I'm waving my arms in frantic spurts
I know this scenario, I wrote the book
I give in, I give up
I give in, I give up

Yes I want to tell you
Tell you that I love you
You've turned me upside down
Inside out, I'm coming around

I would rather stay
But I simply can't wait
For a decision never made
Just for this hope to fade

So here comes another break
To keep from slipping away
Difficult for me to believe
This heart's still on my sleeve

I think I'm going, I think I need to