disme

feeling like crap...no idea why
Just one of those days.weeks...years it seems. depression sucks doesnt it !
guess ill be goin to bed now...seems its my only release. drinking just makes things worse now..but not goin to quit any day soon.
maybe once i get a car ill get some semblance of a life back, we will se wont we.

with the ever amazing Shalome i have gotten my webcam working !!

finally got my profile pic up !!! now that was hard.. just have to get a good one up now. oyvae

Gahmy web doesnt work with this site !!!
and i cant get my profile pic to fit the 235x175! oh boy this is ticking me off

off to try and find some one to give me a ride...wish me luck

fell asleep while still in chat last night it seems...wonder if anyone noticed.
and here is another day of nothing to do.

man i am drunk !
well so be it, i now have 2 friends woohooo!!!!
but i think i might be heading to bed soon, its actually 3:30 here not sure what post will say.

going to get chow....

shower time...diving back into the swing of things when i am done cleaning myself.

hello again. i figured i would come bacck for another attempt at the chat rooms. hopefully this time i wont be talkin to myself.