disme

watched dark crystal last night such a fun lil movie... i think i am goin over to a friends room to drink tonight...
wow human interaction outside of work !
this will be different.
not sure how long i wil stay, he works tomorrow but a few people supposed to head over sooo..... we will see.

well.... another day another dollar..
err maybe not another dollar maybe more like another reason to get drunk after the day is done.. yea thats a little better sounding.. i need to go get wiskey during lunch i am out of wiskey and beer! yea sooooooooooo
doobeedoobeedooo...
i spent last night drinkin and watch donnie darko then went to bed.. good movie.. makes me happy....
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ravens land upon her hair...

clouds adrift on her skin.

a smile that tugs upon my soul and wispers gently in my ear..

eyes of honey look me down..

lips like roses line her mouth.

steely arrows in the air...

and wilted flowers at her toes.

and if you ask me how i know what she looks like..

i will tell you she left yuesterday.....
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take a sovenier and stop your staring !
just cause i am screaming dont mean i am sharin....
cant keep your mouth shut if you keep that dress on !
you cant negotiate not with me this time!
you go solo, your fagot rainbow! your nazi halo wont save you this time!!!

bring you IQ and try to understand.
just cause i am listening dont...
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LUNCH TIME ! come back for good food and good music.. try to warm up a little.
and realize i am down to 2 cokes ..
ahwell guess i am taking shots of wiskey instead of mixing tonight. works for me.

trying not to listen to volaire right now... dont want to burn myself out.. but arrrrggggg such good music!!

well breakfast is done.. time to eat.
drowned my problems in wiskey last night while i did laundry. made me forget work. but now yet another day of this crap it seems.. and another and another.... wil it never end !

yea . . . . ok off to eat, ill prolly repost after i eat so ohwells

hmmm...
I am riding high upon a deep depression.. heh yea..
seem to be more depressed than normal lately. oh boy this is fun. . .

ok well its 430am here i work tomorrow... i need sleep. i hat emy life my job ands the state i am in...
i have no one to love or to love me... not sure might be dying.. health is goin to crap.. but might be because of the booze and smokes. *sigh*
i wonder how hard they would search for me if i went...
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well i hate my job !!...
but canadian mist is purtty good wiskey and cheap too !...
and my new fav song is When your evil by Voltaire... thanks to the one who suggested it

well now to smoke another cig and head back to work i guess.. but WEEEEE its my weekend!
ill prolly be in trouble when i get back from weekend.. i didnt do somethings i was supposed to, prolly will mean i wont get off work next weekend. but fuck the lot of them the whores.

i am not dealing well with work as of late.....
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