disme

ok well its 430am here i work tomorrow... i need sleep. i hat emy life my job ands the state i am in...
i have no one to love or to love me... not sure might be dying.. health is goin to crap.. but might be because of the booze and smokes. *sigh*
i wonder how hard they would search for me if i went awol?..anyone want to hide me in their basement?.... no? fine then.

i miss the attention of a lady. . . . .
perhaps one day. . . perhaps. . . . . . . .