disdain

someone at the library ripped one... can't breathe...

other than that: i want to frolic around the hood all day. which is good, 'cause frolicing is the only thing that i can afford to do right now. ha ha!

and: thanks and love to Electra for making me dinner and giving me beer and looking at porn with me. neat...

i am drunk. you are a peeder~

shiver me timbers! 'tis a frosty 'morn.
all ice and no work make aristarch go something something...
PDX is deserted. dead.

i shaved all of my hair off last night. liberation! ...or something. ok, actually i was just wondering what it would look like. meh. bad timing though. *shiver* ack! anyways, i'm absolutely the cutest half-dyke ever.

and now, a ZOO:


yes, i know that...
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oh, how i love my friends. every last one of them! i am lucky.
... and also, i love my kitty.
... and to a lesser extent, my crazy family.
yes, lucky indeed.

...new pics

i'm going to pierce my lip.
i'm going to get a mohawk.
i'm going to go to some shitty pop(/punk) show.
i'm going to buy a bunch of brand new clothes that look hand made or old.
i'm going to get a single tattoo.
i'm going to stop eating.
i'm going to put on some devil red lip stick and pout my lips.
i'm going...
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a rare event!
i feel good today. physically, i mean. this lifts the spirits like nothing else. its been so long since i've experienced physical comfort... ahh, 'tis nice. i've been so fucking sick for so long that when i wake up and feel normal, its tantamount to feeling spectacular.
no head ache
no stomach ache
no dizziness
tremors are at a minimum
weee...
if...
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i have a kitty. her name is devo. shes like a mean baby with claws and teeth. she fucks up my beautiful swank new apartment. i hate her.
i can leave her home alone. i like her better than a baby.
she curls up next to me and purrs. she keeps me warm at night. she nuzzles her face into my neck. i love her....
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i've come to think of peace as an extension of balance. and put quite simply: we (as a people) will never attain a peaceful life untill we can find some semblance of it. spiritual balance with nature and external forces of our society... balance among social groups... etc. this doesn't just relate to peace in the societal sense, balance directly effects internal calm as well....
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its been quite the hiatus.
i'm back.
minus some cool points.