disdain

my mum gave me some toilet paper, and i thought "hey, this is pretty great. quite possibly the greatest thing she's ever given me... except maybe that time she gave me life."

gizzone

the ticket-police are going to get all of the gay-fags out of lake hurcules west.

i got to thinkin' on the bus yesterday:
my job is like finding a mediocre sex partner after just having had a really hot one.
like, you can be fucking this dude who is really great at making you come. and you fuck him and fuck him and fuck him and you're always satisfied, until being completely satisfied becomes the norm & it ain't no...
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i cheated on my piercer... then i lied about it... and for some reason the whole thing makes me wanna ! ha ha. such negative feelings just because i let someone else stick a needle through my freakin skin. loyalty... damn it. i guess people appreciate it... but i could do without the feeling.
at any rate, my bridge is pierced and i look like...
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my current modus operandi doesn't work well, at least not as a life style. once in a while, i indulge in my impulses... ok, more than once in a while ( ), but once in a while i lose my sense of being and let impulse be my guide. considering the fact that my whims are not necessarily healthy or productive nor do they act...
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ha! so much for that fast!!! maybe i should give it another go... nah!
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starting a 30 day fast, the following is my list of forbidens:
NO...
drinking
smoking
pill poping
fucking/messing around or whatnot

also...
limited intake of dairy products and sweets

its a fast from excess. i've become a fucking gluton, and its disgusting. i've been meditating less and rabble rousing more, bad news... especially since i get carried away so easily. so, yeah.
back to focusing...
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i come from a crazy drunken irish-catholic family. my grandmother used to tell my cousins and i that there were tiny leprechauns living under the bushes in her front yard. we would spend hours outside, convincing ourselves that we could see them. when it rained, we would take our posse out around the neighborhood, looking for the end of a rainbow and our promised pot...
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i'm a self-righteous prick
with a great big mouth
and i'm sick to death of mediocrity and lies
i was preaching to the choir
i was yelling down a hole
i used to sing between the lines
but then i got wise


i have a new tattoo on the nape of my neck. BEAUTIFUL!