disdain

i'm contemplating a change of venue. wander lust has been biting me in the ass lately.... as well as boredom and disenchantment. i feel like i did when i was in high school. it's strange. there is a sudden need to go forth and conquer, to find my niche and somehow change the world for the better. i'm feeling idealistic, how naive! unfortunately, with no money, a move in next to impossible... for the time being. i'm not saying that moving will help me at all in trying to figure out what i'm supposed to be doing with my life, but it just feels like something that needs to be done. i wish that i could provide myself with more answers... ha! i wish that i could provide myself with more questions...

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