Its been far too long since i have really be able to sit down and get on here.
I guess i have no one to blame but myself, but id really like to throw my boss and my work under the bus!!!Sure, i have nights, but by that time, after getting home thur traffic, going to my new religious expierence call the GYM, and feeding myself and my pooches.... i really dont have alot of time left over!
the point of hte matter is, i will try harder to make time. I will try to be on here, not only so i can respond to emails, but to LEARN. my photographer and i keep talking about the second set, but it hasnt become a reality yet. ive been going over what i want to do, but i still need inspiration, and guidance. I want this to become more than just another website i surf -i want this to become part of me and my life.
Every day i feel like im learning something new about myself, and i feel like im comming into myself more. alittle late for a 26 year old, perhaps, but i hear you never stop growing and learning. when you do that, you might as well just stop everyhting. Ive always indentified with the sub culture lifestyle, but now im beginning to embrase it differently. im not concerned anyl onger what people think of my ink and piercings. im not concerned if they like it. im dressing for me- and how i feel comfortable. how is this a change? before ive always felt the need to conform. to be politically correct by societies standards.
now, i have freinds and family who support me. who love me as i am... and are even nabbing my style. that is the greatest compliment EVER. (well, besides all you who say im attractive. that makes me GLOW)
so, thanks for reading my rant. thanks for taking the time to read my thoughts and checking out my pics.
now go leave me some feedback and love!
xoxo
D
I guess i have no one to blame but myself, but id really like to throw my boss and my work under the bus!!!Sure, i have nights, but by that time, after getting home thur traffic, going to my new religious expierence call the GYM, and feeding myself and my pooches.... i really dont have alot of time left over!
the point of hte matter is, i will try harder to make time. I will try to be on here, not only so i can respond to emails, but to LEARN. my photographer and i keep talking about the second set, but it hasnt become a reality yet. ive been going over what i want to do, but i still need inspiration, and guidance. I want this to become more than just another website i surf -i want this to become part of me and my life.
Every day i feel like im learning something new about myself, and i feel like im comming into myself more. alittle late for a 26 year old, perhaps, but i hear you never stop growing and learning. when you do that, you might as well just stop everyhting. Ive always indentified with the sub culture lifestyle, but now im beginning to embrase it differently. im not concerned anyl onger what people think of my ink and piercings. im not concerned if they like it. im dressing for me- and how i feel comfortable. how is this a change? before ive always felt the need to conform. to be politically correct by societies standards.
now, i have freinds and family who support me. who love me as i am... and are even nabbing my style. that is the greatest compliment EVER. (well, besides all you who say im attractive. that makes me GLOW)
so, thanks for reading my rant. thanks for taking the time to read my thoughts and checking out my pics.
now go leave me some feedback and love!
xoxo
D