well, well, well....what can i say. Other than i must be a complete fool. Yes, fool. About 2 weeks ago, she and i started talking again. She was very sick and i offered to watch her baby for her so she could get some rest.
Things were cool between us. it was great to see her again and have her around.
We started to get close again...and something happened that changed the whole relationship. No, not sex, but ultimate trust. That, to me, is a huge turn on. Now, i was pretty positive that i was in love with her from before, but after 'the' incident, i am absolutely positive.
I have so much to write about but i am a bit skeptical. i certainly don't want anything to get back to the people involved. so i will spare the details. all i know is that i am extremely happy to have her in my life again.
Hopefully i wont be cursing her next week for breaking my heart again...and me hating myself for being so stupid. but really, what can i do? only enjoy the present for who knows how long it will last.
Things were cool between us. it was great to see her again and have her around.
We started to get close again...and something happened that changed the whole relationship. No, not sex, but ultimate trust. That, to me, is a huge turn on. Now, i was pretty positive that i was in love with her from before, but after 'the' incident, i am absolutely positive.
I have so much to write about but i am a bit skeptical. i certainly don't want anything to get back to the people involved. so i will spare the details. all i know is that i am extremely happy to have her in my life again.
Hopefully i wont be cursing her next week for breaking my heart again...and me hating myself for being so stupid. but really, what can i do? only enjoy the present for who knows how long it will last.
Just live in the moment and try not to worry about the past or what's to come. ( I know! I know! It sounds so cliche!) Like you said, enjoy your time together 'cause who knows how long it will last.
I AM happy for you!
Take care!
Gray