dinoaz20

Sunday night. I had my girls this weekend. Its always difficult to take them to their mom after having them for an entire weekend. They didn't want to go but I'm sure it was just a kid reaction.
But why is it that exes generate so much hostility? I will refrain from mentioning anything specific for fear of incriminating myself......but she 'really grind my gears'(peter griffin) I'm not a violent person either. But Fuck DA.
anyway. I am trying to move on with my life but I haven't had sex in 10months. But I can't be upset- I haven't really tried. My self esteem and confidence is so piss poor- I talk myself out of asking girls out. I'm pretty pathetic, but masturbation does the trick these days, i mean months- shit, I'm almost going to have to use 'years' if i keep this shit up.
Any suggestions where i can meat sincere, fun people?
Forget the whole dating and sex thing- how about a place to meet nice people in general. For the most part, chicks in scottsdale SUCK. Yes i said it- and I'll say it again.....CHICKS IN SCOTTSDALE SUCK ASS. And the term 'chick' is general and is used to describe almost all women in this superficial, pretentious, status hungry hell in which I fucking exist. fuck your BMWs, jewelry, make-up and manicured nails. You can shove them all up your bleached ass holes. And purses- what is the fucking deal with purses. Carry your shit in a paper bag for all I care.
This only reason I still leave in here is to be close to my babies.
The highlight of the weekend was bowling. We went to via linda lanes. They have really cleaned that place up. We had a blast. Goodnight kiddos. Sleep well and I'll see you Tuesday. I miss you BIG.