I'm with @sanitariumlxix on this one. I also like the very first video where you are talking with Archer on your shoulder. That one is no longer on here but I still like it.
@rudeboy71 @sanitariumlxix On a more serious note, it does piss me off that people seem to think they can treat me like shit just because they have a girlfriend. After letting them live with me for years and trying to be a good friend. Then he acts all nicey nicey with random people when in reality he's out for himself and just a user and a liar. I know this after nearly 5 years of knowing him.
I know this doesnt really make this any easier right now @dicentra , but it's his loss, and he'll realize that sooner or later. Ungrateful people piss me off to no end.
People are partly self-centered, like all these guys including me who like your pictures for your sexiness, but might not care if you were 60 years old. But people aren't 100% selfish, there's all kinds of people who'd like you for you 100%. Smile at the attention now and invest in your long term love and connections and you'll find better people who'll like you more wholly and deeply. Replace drama with dharma.
I would say "the problem with people" is we're raised in an individualistic culture/time and its a struggle to not be a selfish asshole. I'm a white guy, so my default setting is selfish asshole. It usually takes maturity/travel/philosophy/reflection to not be a complete twat. For example; I try to view people based on how they treat others. I've caught myself ranking someone, who obviously doesn't treat other people well, over someone who is genuinely a nice person. I believe how we constitute our own value and how we esteem others is something worth thinking about. All you can do is try to not be a twat and appreciate people who aren't twats because they're special ?!
Just surround yourself with good people and avoid the bad. :) Or you can disown humanity all together and become a Neitzschean hermit. Living in high caves and then re-emerging months later from your solitude to preach the uber suicide girl.