dhd_no_pants

One more cigarette then I'm off to bed. I've smoked too much and thought too much tonight. Posted relentlessly on the boards here trying to keep my mind off the tick tock tick tock that is all in my head. Time, my friends, is not my friend. Each minute is a tiny enemy, setting up traps along the way. I wish I could line charge the next few months out of my way, just clear it all out. I know the bombs are there, just waiting for me, so would it matter if I saw them all at once, one great flash bang of shit I will have to deal with? Why let them catch me by surprise? And by looking at the way I'm writing, I really need to quit watching the military channel, Good night, good morning, Channel 0 has gone to paid programming for now.